我的老鼠

我的老鼠生了！！！
好高兴！！！

说实在的，
我也不知道它几时怀孕的。。。
只是在看到老鼠幼崽才知道它生了。。。
huhu。。。

change

Change

I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now

Change
No matter how many times I'm reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run

I was sad when you betrayed me
But you couldn't catch me, I'm right here
It's not enough and there's no end to it
Try to distort me even more
(Infest) This is such a crazy world,
Sometimes it makes me lose sight of who I am
Do you want to leave the traditional ways ?
Just don't make that decision for me
I'm going down my own path
Just standing around here, waiting
Never try to start anything

Change
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
I won't let you have your way

Change
No matter how many times I'm reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run
Never again will I
Return to your side
I'm going to do things the way I want to
I WANNA CHANGE

友情

友情能够永固吗？？？
见仁见智吧~

友情这东西。。。
需要双方努力地经营。。。
缺一不可。。。

假如其中一方无心经营，
那。。。
另一方再怎样努力也没用。。。
倒不如绝交算了。。。

what are they thinking about?!

are you ever THINK before you spoke???
what you have say are totally pointless...nonsense...
no,
are RUBBISH!!!

hey,
we vote for you for our sake...
and now,
in return,
you ignore our rights in everythings!!!

who do you think you are?!
without our vote,
you just RUBBISH that being thrown beside the road!!!

who i really am

everyone is wearing mask(s)...
so do i...


as time flies,
many years had gone...
and here am i...
have been grow up as a adult...
however...
as i should be more mature as a adult,
i feel more confuse and blur...


i wearing different masks at different times...
this causes me...
dont know who i really am...
dont know when i put up the mask...
and when i take down the mask...
it does sound similar with the poker face...


then...
which mask really matches with my real identity???
huu~
sorry...
even i also dont know the answer...


should i find the answer???

what should i do

should i give up???
or should i continue with what i not really interested with???

if i give up now,
i will become totally useless...
like the rubbish abandoned by human being...

if i give up now,
then???
just do nothing???
i m not born with a golden spoon in my mouth...

if i give up now,
what should i do???
i totally dont have any talent at any things...
and i do have many uneasy emotions and habits...
that really will be the major fact for me to be kicked out by the society...

so...
due to the evidences,
i should continue...
no matter what it is...
either it is my favor or not...
just put my finger across...
anything gonna be alright...
right???

life without meaning

sometimes...
i really do thinking quite a lot...
i dont know whether this kind of thinking is positive or negative...

why i had been borned???
why i live in this world???
what is the meaning for me to staying alive???
what will it be if i borned in another country,another race,another religion,poor like hell,rich like heaven...and whatever...

insomnia

whenever i m insomnia...
whenever i cant sleep at the night...
i will think a lot...
think about the past...
think about how failure m i...
my failure in family,friends,and study...
think about how immature m i...
my immature in solving all the problems that cause tonnes of adverse effect...


i ended up by embracing my pillow...
or put my head on my hands...
or immerse my head into the pillow...
have a non-stop crying...


i m sorry for really who i m...

玩game

最近一直忙着玩game...
彻彻底底的疯了。。。

anime

what i should say???
i really love anime...
cant live without them...
haha...

除杂草

还是定期来这除杂草比较好。。。
像这样一次过清除。。。
说实在的。。。
也蛮累的说。。。（嘻）

我瘦了

回到家反而瘦了？？？

是啊~

在家，有人管嘛~
除了3餐，其他时候吃的话就等着被骂！！！
而且。。。
家里干粮和零食几乎等于零。。。T_T

ho jiak！！！

之前到我亲戚家，
她为了庆祝我阳历的生日，
带我去某个地方吃榴莲和laksa lemak...
wah~!!!
真的很谢谢她！！！

好吃

我是吃了粽子后才来到这世界上的。。。（也就是说端午节的明天就是我的农历生日）
嘻嘻^^

旅行

在这假期，去了我祖宗以前住的国家旅行。。。
蛮ok的。。。

有出租脚车（投币式的）。。。
特别，毕竟我的国家没有。。。

只是。。。

怎么说好呢？？？

就是。。。

虽然他们从小就养成了爱惜公物的好习惯，

但是。。。

他们却欠缺了基本礼貌和EQ好像有点低。。。

而且。。。

过斑马线时，
是人让车，不是车让人的。。。

还有。。。

就是。。。

他们行销伎俩高超。。。
诈骗也可说是天下无双的。。。
吊高价钱来砍人头的商业头脑也是所向无敌的。。。

最够够力的是，他们上厕所不关门！！！

感到欣慰的是，

至少。。。

我的青春痘在那段时间跟我say bye bye了。。。

因为。。。

在那里，
我吃得健康。。。

还有还有。。。
那里的女生很喜欢穿丝袜。。。
不管她们所穿的衣服是否和丝袜搭不搭 =_='''

eh!!!
回归正传，
这趟旅行可以给高分。。。
但。。。

如果能。。。

如果能够。。。

不加入那么多的无聊shopping。。。（cheh!shopping mall,我国没有吗？！）
多让我们去参观古迹及了解当地人民的风俗习惯。。。的话，
我会给满分！！！^^

我回来了

我回来了，不是哪个谁。。。（忘了是什么歌了。。。）
sorry lor~~~
最近我这只懒惰虫的懒惰病又在发作，
都懒得写blog了。。。
现在，
暂时有那种心情，
我就来了！！！