insomnia

whenever i m insomnia...
whenever i cant sleep at the night...
i will think a lot...
think about the past...
think about how failure m i...
my failure in family,friends,and study...
think about how immature m i...
my immature in solving all the problems that cause tonnes of adverse effect...


i ended up by embracing my pillow...
or put my head on my hands...
or immerse my head into the pillow...
have a non-stop crying...


i m sorry for really who i m...