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Sunday, October 31, 2010

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

do not disturb...
quiet time setup...
set ym and msn to offline...
set facebook and twitter to "do not disturb"...

words

words mean different things to different people...
the meaning of words are not in the words;
they are in us...

我的头发

很奇怪。。。
我的头发长了,
就会变杂草。。。

Saturday, October 30, 2010

可恶的人

极度憎恨那些灾难发生后乱散播谣言的人。。。

Thursday, October 28, 2010

GEMINI

Gemini, the sign of the Twins, is dual-natured, elusive, complex and contradictory. On the one hand it produces the virtue of versatility, and on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness. The sign is linked with Mercury, the planet of childhood and youth, and its subjects tend to have the graces and faults of the young. When they are good, they are very attractive; when they are bad they are more the worse for being the charmers they are. Like children they are lively, and happy, if circumstances are right for them, or egocentric, imaginative and restless. They take up new activities enthusiastically but lack application, constantly needing new interests, flitting from project to project as apparently purposelessly as a butterfly dancing from flower to flower. To them life is a game which must always be full of fresh moves and continuous entertainment, free of labor and routine. Changing horses in the middle of the stream is another small quirk in the Gemini personality which makes decision making, and sticking to a decision, particularly hard for them.

Since they lack the quality of conscientiousness, they are apt to fight a losing battle in any attempts they make to be moral (in the widest sense of the word). Their good qualities are attractive and come easily to them. They are affectionate, courteous, kind, generous, and thoughtful towards the poor and suffering - provided none of the activities resulting from expressing these traits interferes too greatly with their own lives and comforts. They quickly learn to use their outward attractiveness to gain their own ends, and when striving for these they will use any weapon in their armory - unscrupulous lying, and cunning evasiveness; escaping blame by contriving to put it on other people, wrapped up in all the charm they can turn on. In their better moments they may strive to be honest and straightforward, but self-interest is almost always the victor. If things go against them, they sulk like children.
Also like children, they demand attention,admiration, and the spending on them of time,energy and money, throwing tantrums if they don't get what they want. They reflect every change in their surroundings, like chameleons, and can become pessimistic, sullen, peevish and materialistically self-centered if circumstances force them to struggle in any way. If the conditions of life become really adverse, their strength of will may desert them entirely. They can become uncertain of themselves, either withdrawn, or nervously excitable worriers, sullenly discontented, hard and irritable, with "Self" looming ever larger in their struggles. On the other hand their versatility can make them very adaptable, adjusting themselves to control the world around them by means of their inherent ingenuity and cleverness.

Most Gemini have a keen, intuitive, sometimes brilliant intelligence and they love cerebral challenges. But their concentration, though intense for a while, does not last. Their mental agility and energy give them a voracious appetite for knowledge from youth onward, though they dislike the labor of learning. They easily grasp almost everything requiring intelligence and mental dexterity, and are often able to marry manual skills to their qualities of mind. Their intellect is strongly analytical and sometimes gives them so great an ability to see both sides of a question that they vacillate and find it hard to make decisions. But their intelligence may very well be used to control and unify the duality of their natures into a most efficient unit. If faced with difficulties, they have little determination to worry at a problem until they find a solution - they will pick the brains of others. In their intellectual pursuits, as in other departments of their lives, they risk becoming dilettantes, losing themselves in too many projects which they follow until they become difficult.

In love they are fickle, not intentionally so but because of the basic inconsistency of their emotional nature, which has an amoral aspect to it. Their is a side to Geminians which can become deeply involved emotionally, and another, hostile to sentimentality, which stands back from a romantic situation, laughing at it and the protagonists in it, including themselves while analyzing it intellectually. Gemini subjects take nothing seriously. So, in love, in spite of their temporary depth of feeling, for the intensity of involvement lasts only while it is new, they are superficial, light-hearted, cool, flirtatious and unimaginative in the understanding of the pain they may give others. They like intrigue, the excitement of the chase, but once they have caught the prey, they lose interest and look around for the next creature to pursue. In less serious situations they make witty, entertaining companions, good acquaintances rather than friends. Even at their worst they are never dull - there is usually playfulness below the surface, and they can be brilliant conversationalists - but they can also be quarrelsome, prattlers, boasters, liars and cheats.

Geminians can be successful in many walks of life though their general characteristics tend to make them unreliable. They are often skilled manipulators of language, in speech and writing, and may be: debaters, diplomats (though in politics they are more interested in theory than practice), orators, preachers (brilliant rather than profound), teachers, authors, poets, journalists, or lawyers. In business any work which combines quick-wittedness with a change of surroundings suits them; working as a traveling salesperson, brokerage work, or dealing with the public in any capacity is right up their alley. Because they are dispassionate, logical, rational and analytical they make good scientists, especially in the fields of medicine and astronomy. They can also make excellent members of the Armed Forces, for they take danger no more seriously than anything else and can earn themselves a reputation for devotion to duty and heroic acts. In the arts they may excel in music, painting and sculpture. They make good psychic researchers of a sceptical kind. Negatively they can degenerate into confidence tricksters, thieves and even adepts in the black arts.Possible Health Concerns...


Gemini rules the arms, shoulders, hands, lungs and nervous system and its subjects need to beware of diseases and accidents associated with the upper part of the body, as well as nervous and pulmonary disorders such as catarrh and bronchitis. Their mercurial nature may also affect a constitution which is not strong if it is put under strain.

You are prone to taking unnecessary risks and wind up harming yourself or others in the process. Sometimes pursuing pleasure too vigorously could also qualify as risk taking.



The Gemini personality stands out as the zodiac sign that knows something about just about everything, making them good conversationalists and interesting acquaintances. They are inquisitive and quick to digest new information and ideas. Intelligent and logical, but with a lot of nervous energy, Gemini likes to keep busy and expand their horizons whenever opportunities arise, often multitasking between several interests. However, as the sign of the Twins, there is a dual aspect to the Gemini personality, making it difficult for these individuals to stick with any one thing in order to master it, and often making it difficult for bystanders to figure out which side their Gemini friend is really on. Gemini has more than one personality, which can change in a flash, and those near to them would do well to learn them both. On and off, up and down, back and forth, black and white, day and night, ying and yang - this is the essence of the Gemini personality.

For those with a Gemini child, get ready for a ride! These kids can be sweet, cooperative little angles one moment and infuriating monsters the next. Gemini children are very verbal and soak information in like sponges. They therefore tend to master the art of communication quite early, often displaying knowledge beyond their years. This is a high-strung child with a lot of pent-up energy, so don't be surprised if your 6 year old Gemini claims to have "tension headaches" or other physical complaints beyond his years. The Gemini child will not particularly like the rigors of school, but it is likely that he will know to turn on the charm to bluff his way through parts of it. Though he has the intellect to excel in school, it's just not in little Gemini to follow things through to completion, so he will rarely be at the top of his class. Giving him a rich environment at home will help offset this, so be sure to introduce him to nature, sports, music, and reading early on, and also provide stimulation via computers and video games to help broaden his exploratory nature and hold his interest. Gemini kids seem to have a conflict between emotions and intellect, and this can manifest in a variety of ways, often in strange eating habits. Your Gemini might love only red jelly beans or want peanut butter on bread with no jelly and nothing to drink. If you ask about this type of thing, he will blithely tell you that the red ones give him strength or that he has exceptional salivary glands - in his own mind, he is perfectly justified in his choices regardless of how absurd they seem to everyone else. Your best bet is to keep the multi-vitamins handy for these little ones! With regard to other family members, Gemini will entertain and delight and generally get along fine with everyone, unless someone comes along that takes away his limelight, such as a younger sibling. In this case, your little Gemini may turn into a tormenter of this sibling for years to come, and this can be very difficult to control.

Because of his superior communication skills and innate charm, Gemini usually does well at work, with others often seeking them out for advice and new ideas. Conversely, the Gemini worker will not hesitate to seek others out for advice and ideas, always striving to stay on top of the information chain. When interested, Gemini can accomplish more in a day than other signs can accomplish in a week. When disinterested, however, the Gemini worker will procrastinate and eventually move on to more interesting pursuits. No surprise then, that Gemini tends to change jobs and even careers several times during his lifetime. The Gemini's office will have lots of communication devices including computer, phone, Blackberry, cell, and a rolodex full of names, and he will constantly be networking and seeking out new connections. These same traits will also cause the Gemini to tend toward gossip, so if you want to hear the dirt on others, seek out your Gemini co-worker. Gemini can function well in almost any job capacity that he finds interesting, especially those that require lots of communication and interaction with others. With Gemini in a boss or leadership position, however, watch for a strong secretary or assistant that follows behind picking up pieces and finishing undone projects.

If you have found a romantic partner in a Gemini, you have a young at heart lover who wants to try new things and is always looking for a new adventure. The Gemini partner will need a quick wit, and the capacity to change directions on a moment's notice. Gemini will frequently test their partners for loyalty and commitment, so try to keep jealousy and anger at bay, because although the challenge at hand may look like it is external, it is often a situation generated by Gemini himself as a test of your commitment. Additionally, while Gemini is often animated and fun, within a short time this can change to brooding and isolative, so learning when to back off completely is important in this relationship. If Gemini becomes bored within the relationship, he will almost certainly move on, often with no concept of the devastation he is causing, so keeping it fresh and alive over the long term is crucial to holding on to a romantic relationship with a Gemini.

The best matches for Gemini for sure are Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius, but Aries, Cancer, Taurus, and Leo might also work for some individuals. It will likely be tough going for Virgo and Pisces, which are the least compatible with Gemini.

Gemini in any relationship is smart, witty, fast, and fun. They are the life of the party and have a lot of acquaintances. They seek out others who are smart and adventuresome, and will become quickly bored with those who are homebodies or content with the status quo. Gemini wants to see the world, experience everything, and literally "learn something new every day." He will be a fun and fascinating companion, but some may see him as superficial and "two faced" because his goal is to charm everyone all of the time. On good days, he will be charming and gracious, but on bad days he can be moody and even cruel. Remember, with Gemini, the by-word is "changeable," so learn to expect anything!



Geminis have a thirst for knowledge and require constant intellectual stimulation. They are always picking up bits and pieces of information from a wide variety of sources, and they can converse with interest and some knowledge on most subjects. Geminis often have several books or magazines on the go at once, and they are good at multitasking.

Geminis have many brilliant ideas, though they may have trouble following through and tend to leave a string of unfinished projects behind them. They maintain a frenzied pace and change their minds, and in some cases their entire lives, frequently.
Communicative and Sociable

Gemini is the chatterbox of the zodiac, making a lot of phone calls, writing a lot of emails and visiting many different people over the course of a day. Most have a diverse collection of friends to satisfy the many sides of their ever-shifting intellects.If Geminis find themselves in dull situations or among people who are not doing anything interesting, they are liable to stir the pot and get something going, just to amuse themselves. Geminis will often play with people for fun, though this is usually done in a light-hearted and non-malicious way.
Powers of Persuasion

Some Geminis tell lies or half-truths regularly in order to make life easier. They can talk themselves into or out of anything. As a result, Geminis tend to do well in sales and other jobs where they have the opportunity to interact with the public. A few become scam artists because they have a natural talent for manipulating people. However, the majority of Geminis put their considerable communication and persuasion skills to better use, attaining success in communications and media-related industries or writing for profit or personal enjoyment.
Careless and Accident-Prone

Geminis are not particularly cautious and tend to rush into things. As a result, many are accident-prone. Accidents usually involve the areas ruled by Gemini—the shoulders, hands, arms and fingers. Geminis never want to miss anything, so they often deprive their bodies of sleep or even food. As a result, they can suffer from nervous exhaustion or malnutrition.

Geminis tend to be careless with their possessions and lose small handheld items. They are also careless with their cash, unless the ascendant is in one of the more cautious signs of the zodiac. Geminis may end up broke or in debt if they do not guard against the tendency to squander their money.
Most Geminis are friendly, upbeat and extroverted, unless the ascendant falls in a more brooding sign. They love to meet new people and crave social situations and novel intellectual stimulation. They don’t like to be alone and prefer to go out, interact and flirt. Geminis are fun, open-minded companions, experimental and always willing to try new things. Most are very nonjudgmental, and so people can relax and be themselves around a Gemini companion.
Fun, Cheerful and Open-Minded
Need for Variety

Geminis have a tendency to flit from one thing to another, and even from one career to another, never settling for long on any given activity. They do better in jobs that require a wide variety of tasks and provide opportunities for socializing. Many Geminis choose to work at several different part-time jobs rather than committing to one full-time occupation in order to indulge the need for diverse mental stimulation.
Progressive and Quick to Learn

Geminis are often style-conscious and follow the current fads. They love modern gadgets and are usually good with technology, at least with those technologies that facilitate communication and information transfer. Although they are quick to learn the basics of any new skill, if Geminis become bored, they quickly lose interest, move on, and get nothing done.
Curious and Impulsive

Geminis are very curious. They are the sorts of people who will take things apart to see how they work. Driven by whims and impulses, Gemini behavior is often erratic and unpredictable, and in some cases, nervous and hyperactive. This can lead them to make impulsive decisions without considering the consequences, or make sweeping life changes just to see what will happen.
Generous but Unreliable

Geminis are usually generous and helpful when they are available, though they may be unreliable about showing up on time, if at all, unless the ascendant falls in an earth sign. Their generosity causes them to loan money to friends without thinking twice about it or give their time to help a friend in need. They aren’t always sensitive to the feelings of others (unless the moon or ascendant is located in a water sign). However, given their propensity for generosity, many people are willing to overlook bit of “flakiness” or insensitivity.
Multitalented

Versatility ensures that Geminis are always able to make a living, as they have many different skills to fall back on. What they don’t know, they can usually bluff their way through. Many Geminis have a talent for handcrafts, which manifests as the ability to make or repair things, as well as other occupations that require good hand-eye coordination. Additionally, because they are open to new technologies and quick to pick up new skills, many are good with computers and gadgets.
The Good Side and the Bad Side

Gemini is a sign that is prone to extremes, with most expressing either the positive or the negative side of the Gemini persona. Those who express the ugly side of Gemini are unreliable, superficial, fickle, deceptive, flighty, whiny, self-absorbed and gossipy, while those who express the positive side are charming, generous, witty, logical, adaptable, talented, friendly, open-minded and playful. Whether the positive side or the negative side will be expressed depends on other elements in the zodiac, such as the ascendant and moon sign.

便利贴

患难时真的见真情啦~

但请不要真的有难了,还是有事要我帮忙才来找我。。。
而平时没事时完全不屑我的存在。。。

我不是便利贴,用完就丢。。。
我只是个平凡人。。。
不是你的佣人。。。

Monday, October 25, 2010

等~

人生。。。
大部分时间都在“等”中度过。。。

Sunday, October 24, 2010

我的房间

我现在的房间。。。
蛮不错的。。。
窗口前有棵树。。。
有各种不同种类的鸟儿在那里栖息。。。
可以就酱听着鸟儿的歌声睡午觉去。。。

晚上。。。
从我房间窗口看出去。。。
隐隐约约可以看到远方壮观而且“灯”光灿烂的大桥。。。

还有还有。。。
还能看到飞机飞过嘞~

hate!!!

really hate that when these fella exist in my food...
someone's hair...
dead body of the little creature...
or
unknown substances...

Friday, October 22, 2010

liar

Believe Don't cry

If you tear
To be a liar
However, even how much hard
To live with clenched teeth
You own'm

All, the selfish misconception
People seem to look at any wind
I'm sorry. Veneer of YES in
But I do well to hide true feelings
"Jekyll" and "Hyde", "real" and "fake"

Believe Don't cry
If you tear
To be a liar
However, even how much hard
To live with clenched teeth
You own'm

All, the arbitrary assumption
It seems meaningless to try to act tough
Life story is one I just
Just want something I have been proud
"True" and "gossip," "freedom" and "moral"

Believe Don't cry
If you tear
To be a liar
However, how much helplessness can
"Someday," I take with me
Because people change

Hatred is so lovely
Good enough to miss
Daro feel? World
I'm going in the last minute today Mawa

Believe Don't cry
If you tear
I tell a lie timer
I mean, even how much hard
To live with clenched teeth
You own'm

Thursday, October 21, 2010

las moment

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?

holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be your future

lately there is something wrong with me
I'm constantly blaming you even though I don't have a specific reason to and you become shocked and run out and it seems as though I'm always chasing after you apologizing

the repeating days and the decreasing sole
I know I should 'just become an adult' but that wouldn't be me

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be one with you

if I was constantly worrying about your complexion then I would never be able to tell you what I want to tell you
I'm the stupid one for saying that the jokes you tell me are 'annoying'
I want to delete my cowardly soul
I'm no longer a child so I shouldn't be scared about what you might say

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
joking around with you while being next to you
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be a fragment of you

'leave me alone!' makes me feel lonely and I'm scared that you'll tell me that 'this is normal'
and I don't like the me that can't get a hold of my balance and is crumbling

I wonder what will be really important to me in my future?
even though I hurt you with out knowing it, and even if it's wrong I want to go to tomorrow instead of today

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be one with you

读书方法

不要去学人家的读书方法。。。
因为每个人的读书方法都不一样。。。
某某某的读书方法未必适合你。。。
你的读书方法也未必适合某某某。。。

所以,
属于自己的读书方法是要。。。
靠自己去发掘的。。。

每个人都有压力

就如N年前轰动一时的video---〉每个人都有压力。。。
如果有压力。。。
就要发泄出来。。。(但请以正确方法来发泄)

如果不发泄,
就酱收埋、收埋。。。
日聚夜聚。。。
不闹出病来、不变疯的话才怪。。。

可怜

现时代的小孩。。。
很可怜。。。
也很压力。。。

父母会安排一大堆活动给他们的小孩。。。
补习班、钢琴班、小提琴班、绘画班、游泳班、芭蕾舞班、taekwando、网球班。。。

小孩们一上完课,
就赶去上不同的活动。。。(好像艺人赶通告)
晚上会回到家又要赶功课。。。
迟睡了隔天又要早起去上课。。。

就酱。。。
小孩们的生活大乱。。。
过着机器人过的生活。。。
怪不得现在的小孩酱矮。。。(睡眠不足导致的)
跟小孩们讲话就好像我们自己在对着墙壁讲话。。。
再不然,小孩的回答听起来就像在背书。。。

切记,各位父母们。。。
all work and no play make jack a dull boy...

i wanna watch tis!!!


i watch tis ady...

不要太执着

凡事尽力就好。。。
有努力过就好。。。

不要太过执着于你应该得到多好、多妙的成绩。。。
毕竟事在人为。。。
凡事都不会十全十美的。。。

即时真的让你拿到最好的成绩又怎样。。。
死后能一起带进棺材里吗?!

自然就好。。。
满足于现况。。。

我的样子

以前。。。
有个朋友。。。
看着我的眼皮。。。
说做么你的眼皮有时单眼皮、有时双眼皮的。。。

=.=
我哪里知道嘞~



过后。。。
另一个朋友。。。
说我做么会酱瘦。。。
ta抓着我的手。。。
慢慢往上抓。。。
从手腕直到。。。

ta握着我的手臂。。。
ta突然吓了一跳。。。
说我酱瘦为何我的手臂会酱大。。。
怎么会有muscle的。。。

zzz。。。
我打球的嘛~



后来。。。
另外一个朋友。。。
看着我的眼球
说我的眼球是coco色(褐色)。。。

我。。。
傻掉。。。

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

hot!!!

天气sibeh hot!!!
听说某某地方又在烧什么东东了。。。

结果,
烟霾又在卷土重来。。。

就这样。。。
晚上,
我又热到睡不着了。。。

每年都烧。。。
每年都有烟霾。。。
他们烧、我们受苦。。。
健康都亮红灯了。。。

地球都生病了。。。
他们还在那边死命烧。。。
为何那大火不烧死那些纵火者???

Monday, October 18, 2010

鼻子

很想把鼻子换掉。。。
不是因为它不够挺还是不是鹰钩鼻什么的。。。
是因为它太敏感了。。。

嗅到洗衣粉、洗衣液、漂白剂等的味道。。。
就狂打喷嚏、流鼻水。。。
嗅到刺鼻的香水味。。。
也狂打喷嚏、流鼻水。。。
还有一些unknown的化学成分。。。
也会让我的鼻子很敏感。。。

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be. 

starry starry nite

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land. 

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now. 

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand. 

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now. 

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you. 

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. 

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will... 

浪费钱!!!

请不要花那些钱去做无谓的美化。。。
请把那些钱投资在facilities上。。。
简单来说:请把钱花在对的地方,适用的地方!!!

好好的东西拆了重建。。。
是。。。
看起来比之前那个漂亮很多。。。

可是。。。
那些有用的。。。
要用的。。。
经常用的。。。
坏了。。。
你却不维修。。。(有无搞错啊?!)

结果。。。
就只有外在美,
里面就。。。。。。

Friday, October 15, 2010

失败

觉得自己很失败。。。
在每一方面都很失败。。。
我的人生也很失败。。。

Saturday, October 9, 2010

random photo(trip)
















你和我

整天的工作重复疲惫的画面 
麻木你的感觉 
耳边才刚刚听到仇恨要靠理智解决 
谩骂和子弹却在那头满天飞 
学了一辈子的爱没勇气说出来 
弥补那些伤害 


你和我在世界同一座擂台 
别懦弱拿出勇气对待 
让眼泪流出来不是因为失败 
幸福那个梦 
就看你和我

美丽的主播说的都不是美丽的新闻 
彩色的报纸能让鲜血更逼真 
当媒体播报的全是绝望的气氛 
谁该负点责任 
那么多的人只敢窝在网络里面生存 
慢慢都忘记计算机屏幕没灵魂 
科技的发达让人的距离被拉开 
再也拉不回来 

你和我在世界同一座擂台 
别懦弱拿出勇气对待 
让眼泪流出来不是因为失败 
幸福那个梦就看你和我 

你和我也没什么不一样 
该学习地球如何分享 
为什么我们会忘记怎么拥有简单的大爱 
that's right, 
你和我我们都要做的更好 

你和我在世界同一座擂台 
别懦弱拿出勇气对待 
让眼泪流出来不是因为失败 
幸福那个梦就看你和我 

人与人之间还剩什么

随着科技的发达。。。
不同的social networking website 的出现。。。

虽然说科技让人与人之间的距离拉近。。。
不分边疆国界。。。

但,
人与人之间的代沟却拉大了。。。
人和人之间缺乏语言上的沟通。。。

‘窝在网络世界社交
就犹如在和电脑社交
directly缺乏和真正的人接触’

i wanna watch

waiting for bleach movie 4...
wanna watch naruto latest movie and detective conan latest movie!!!

why?why?why?
why i nt born on japan?

音乐不分国界

很多人。。。
当他/她们知道我听日/韩歌曲时,
会像看到怪胎似的看着我。。。

我说,
你们啊~
现在什么时代了~

而且,
音乐是不分国界的。。。
好音乐就要听!!!
管它是什么语言。。。

psychology

i strongly recommend teachers and lecturers take psychology course...
they should learn how to control their emotions first...
and then learn how to motivate their students instead of scolding them with abusive words!

teachers and lecturers are the educators,
whose attitude will probably imitated by the young generation...
and even the little one's confident will be smashed down by your irresponsible words!

so please behave yourself,my dear teachers and lecturers!

不要乱喊!!!

每逢考试coming soon 的时候,
就会有人鬼叫。。。
要考试了,
就鬼上身吗???

洁癖???

是不是我太过洁癖了???
我不懂。。。
但是,
你们就不能卫生一点的meh???
你们留下来的东西很恶心、很让人反胃!!!

bleach

argh...
bleach 就酱完了。。。
忽然间,
心有点空虚。。。
怎么办???
Bankai!!!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

life

life is a novel...
it consists of...
setting;
plot-exposition,rising action,climax,falling action,resolution;
characters;
themes;
and even moral values...

there are many chapters in our novel...
from the time that we are born till we fading away...
and...
there are different characters with different appearance into our every chapters...
which come from different background and with different personality...
some of them just pass by,like pedestrians,go nowhere without left behind anything...
some of them do left footprints in the mud when they leave...
some of them do left their footprints on the seaside when they leave...
or else,
others still remain there with us...

likewise,
we should appreciate our life...
thanks to our parents and god...
and...
we should learn from the mistake that we have done...
we should learn from the failure...
we should learn how to stand up whenever we fall down...
we should patience and brave in doing anything but not for criminal case...
we should recover from those wounds and scars...
to make it short,we should learn from our life...

well,
life is regardless how long is it...
we are the authors of our novel...
we are the only one who writes the novel...
to make it interesting or dull...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

please dont

sincerely,
and of course,
seriously,
if ya dont have any interest in differentiate and integration,
or,
dont master them very well...
please...
please...
please...
dont apply for physics course...
otherwise,
ya gonna be mad or even break down...
trust me!

算命的

曾经有个算命的。。。
说过我。。。
会因为高科技产品而荒废学业。。。

Hmmmmmmm。。。
几准一下。。。

曾经,
小的时候,
看电视看到入迷,
而被老爸骂着去捡起课本读书。。。

后来,
有了hp,
就和朋友一边sms,一边念书。。。(哪可能读得进脑)

现在,
有了个人手提电脑,
那还得了!
沉迷上网了。。。
书都凉在一边了。。。

所以,
我。。。
无药可救了。。。

胖???瘦???

我现在已经很满意我的体重了。。。
所以。。。
请不要非议我的体重。。。

因为。。。
我真正瘦的样子和胖的样子。。。
你们都没看过~

学生时代的我(不是那个少女时代)
瘦到大风都能吹走我。。。
BMI都说我过轻。。。
还有人说要捐肉给我。。。

那时候的我,
三餐非常定时。。。
没有额外零食(家里管教严)。。。
而且还参加球类活动。。。

相反的,
考完政府考试后,
吃饱没事做了。。。
就整天吃。。。
结果。。。
多了肚腩、肥肉。。。
吓坏我父母了。。。

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

this time for real???

我妈是一个赏罚分明的人。。。
每每她看到我很认真读书的时候(以前啦~现在我离家在外了)。。。
她会趁我从房间出来往冰箱‘撬’东西来吃时,
捉住我的手跟我说:“我答应你今年年尾放假带你去狮城玩”
那时候,我真的很兴奋!!!(think that i m crazy???sorry lor~i was borned with a big foot so i really love to travel)

结果,
放假放完了,
我哪里都没去到。。。(*cry)

她每一年都会说同样的话,
我嘞~
只有点头随便敷衍她几句。。。

还记得,
有一次,
她跟我说:“如果你和你朋友要去狮城玩,我一定会让你去,也会给你钱去”
我。。。噢!知道了~
但,
老妈,
那时学生时代,同学之间应该都不会结伴出国的吧~我们敢,父母也未必准啦。。。
谁会放心让几个小瓜出国玩。。。
p/s:而且,我没听说老爸会让我去

今年,
我妈她又对我说同样的话。。。
我说啊~
还是等我出来赚钱了,再带你去玩比较实际咯~老妈~~~

需要人陪

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣
這一間屋子 如此密閉
歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡
像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清
這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨
誰能 陪我 直到天明
穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

Monday, October 4, 2010

我是幸福小孩

我自认不是来自富有家庭。。。
也不是来自穷苦家庭。。。
但,
至少,
我知道。。。
钱不容易赚。。。

我没有那种要风得风、要雨得雨的命。。。
但,
生活所需,
无一不缺。。。
我想要的,
家里经济负担得起的话,
会成为我的奖励或生日礼物地出现在我眼前。。。

sms???

自从有了broadband后,
常常上网。。。
常和朋友在网上聊天。。。
在几个social networking website开了account。。。

结果,
手机就凉在那里。。。
很少和朋友sms了。。。

是省了很多钱。。。
但和一些朋友的距离也就越来越远了。。。

block???

block 这个 website,block 那个 website。。。
有naruto的字眼一定block。。。
manga 也 block。。。
game 也 block。。。
倒不如不要提供 wifi 啦。。。

还是你要我们全都成为书呆子啊???
酱会违背了你那所谓的宗旨哦~

保佑我妈

我妈一向来身体都不好。。。
最近,
因健康出现问题而频频去做检查。。。
担心~
希望老天爷多多保佑我妈~

manga国

很想搬到日本住。。。
因为。。。
那里有我的世界---〉漫画和动漫世界

能够住在那里,
我一定比谁都幸福的。。。
哈哈哈!!!~

骗人国家

最近,
我老爸分别在电视和报章中得知。。。
之前我们去旅行的国家(view my blog on june)的导游。。。(不只是那个导游而已,基本上是那国家的所有导游)
hmmm...
怎么讲嘞???
有欺诈行为。。。
现在他有点气。。。
一直说他被骗了。。。*因为他买了不少东西

haiz...
我说老爸啊~
之前又不是没听说过那国家的“威名史”了。。。(当时我死命叫你不要买,是你不听我说的)
而且,
我老爸他比一般aunty跟容易上当。。。
所以啊~
算了吧~老爸~
当着是一个教训咯~
lol~

看人生

有空时,
喜欢。。。
在繁忙的街上,
买了一杯饮料,
坐在街边或公共长椅上,
看着人来人往的赶路客。。。
看看人生百态。。。
从中领悟人生大道理。。。

毕竟,
这些领悟不是书里或课堂上所能学到的。。。
是要自己慢慢去渗透领悟出来的。。。

Sunday, October 3, 2010

gemini

   双子座是从冬季到春季之间,出现在银河东岸的一个星座。双子座的符号表示双胞胎的兄弟,其守护星为水星,守护神为支配知识的赫尔美斯。
   双子座的人,在性格方面的最大特征便是具有极敏锐的观察力。双子座的人,手艺十分灵巧,在各方面也都能表现出自己的才能。然而另一方面来说,也就犯了样样都懂,却样样不精的毛病。
     黄道第三个星座是双子座,以一对双胞胎为代表图案,暗示出他的双重个性。双子座是三月下旬的黄昏时弈,在头上偏南位置可看到它,这二位男生并肩而十分和好,其中有二颗最明亮的星,就是他们的头部。双子座的人大都多才多艺,他们就像花蝴蝶般穿梭於每个人之间,而且口才很好,也很爱说话。太阳将通过这星座的 5/21至 6/21期间,是自然翠绿色最美的季节。凡出生於这翠绿美时期的双子星座人,不但头脑灵敏,且推理力优於他人甚多,他们是天生的传播者。 
     双子座的长相充满智慧而令人觉得生动有活力,椭圆形的脸型,十分柔和,五官很少会过分夸张。弧形优美的眉毛下,是一双灵动好奇的眼睛,鼻梁瘦长,颧骨较高,下颚稍尖,嘴唇虽大却不果决。生性轻浮善变,并有双重性格,但却因为多才多艺且生气蓬勃,而深受异性垂青。
  双子座的人喜爱变化,不可能同一时间只做一件事情,五时花六时变,心不在焉;虽然拥有些小聪明,但不专一,往往流于肤浅,持久力又低,成功很难,可以说是理性但不安的星座。双子座的守护星水星是使者之神,会刺激智慧,但也会令人产生挑剔、紧张的情绪;不过双之座掌握沟通,所以双子座的人善于和人相处。双子座的人可以不停说话,和他们谈情最好的方法就是聊天。不要以为双子座的人花心,只是他们的不专心影响你的看法,他只是贪新鲜和喜欢吸收资讯,这样他们才会觉得怏乐。
  双子座的人才华横溢,拥有自由的思想和英明的决断力。不喜欢在一处久留,不会义无反顾地投入到某件事中。言语行动通常恰到好处,厌倦单调和枯燥的环境。如果能够利用意志力把自身的多种矛盾因素拧成一股力量,可将自身的优势发挥得淋漓尽致。

来无影、去无踪、心神不定、脚步不停,这便是金牛座之后是轻率多变的双子座。盎然的春意表现在双子座的人性格上的主要特征是无拘无束,对外界包罗万象的事物的永无休止的好奇心。这是一个兴趣广泛并愿承担传播、普及信息使命的人。双子座的人有典型的大城市人气质,生活节奏快,每天有各种各样的活动和安排。但有时缺乏远见,在人生的旅途中你会经历坎坷。然而每每这个时候,你都能找到妥善的办法,驾驭形势,摆脱困境。如果同时有几个行星处于双子座,或者水星在生辰天宫图中影响力较大时,这些倾向更趋于明显。
如果生辰星位与双子座有关,那么你可能是一个追求自由意识、生性单纯,不注重生活细节的人。活泼、热情、富有浪漫气质与想象力。接受并适应新事物的能力强。知识广博,口齿伶俐,善于思维和表达,具有幽默感。此外,你还是一个敢闯敢干的人,有多种成功之路。你的见解往往充满智慧,这使你成为一个有发明创造和有开拓精神的人。双子座的你思维敏捷,但有时也会缺乏冷静的权衡,需要不断地改换环境,例如外出旅行、与别人交流思想,或者在各个方面表现自己,否则你就会感到烦躁不安。你聪明伶俐,有些轻率和神经质,常常沉缅于令人难以理解的意念之中,只喜欢做感兴趣和使自己开心的事。你对世上发生的事情无所不晓,头脑中充满着许许多多新奇的想法,但很难将其付诸实现。不是半途而废,就是被同时出现在脑海中的两个或更多个新想法弄得不知所措,进退两难。你的想法和建议,往往会被思想比你更实际、更富有持之以恒精神的人所采纳。不过,原则上你总是一个开创通向成功之路的人。
双子座的人多半喜欢把自己的才智用于事业方面,而不愿意用以扩大自己的物质利益。你思想中的一闪念,常常会有助于你事业上的腾飞。这一座的人还有一个显著的特点;特别善于调动自己朋友的积极性。双子座的人适合从事文学、商业及需要语言表达能力的职业。在这些方面你能脱颖而出。另外,在新闻、摄影、旅行等需要机智、灵活和果敢的工作中,以及涉及人际关系方面的工作中,你会表现出非凡的才干。若是土星的影响力较大,你将成为一个出色的实业家。你特有的金融嗅觉和心理感应及善于把握时机的能力,将有助于你事业上的成功。
你的弱点是好动和缺乏耐心。如果你周围的一切如一潭死水,没有生气、更新与变化,你感到厌烦。这是一个缺乏坚定信念、持之以恒精神,同时也缺乏思想深度的人。
  总有一、两个显著的优点及特大号的缺点
双子座的人通常都有一、两个显着的优点及一、两个持大号的缺点。这使得你在赞美或批评双子座时,都容易流于夸张与情绪化。要得体地描述双子座人的性情,得花时间与他朝夕相处,才能证据充分,一针见血。
一般人认为双子座是双面人,具有双重性格。这是因为一般人在观察人的时候,久缺变化观察角度的能力所致。一个「见人说人话,见鬼说鬼话」的双子座,必具有相当强的语言技巧及沟通能力,他同时了解人和鬼,却不能因此论断他是既人且鬼,或可人可鬼,甚至说他不人不鬼的。他只对存在于宇宙之间的事物,比常人多一分因好奇而得来的理解力。因此,要了解双子座,你的好奇心与理解力都不能太差。
在利落中有许多难以分割的层次
察颜观色,是双子座人的看家本领。加上他的口才,他总是很快便能有效掌握住别人的心思,并说服对方。
双子座人的眉眼和他的手脚一样利落,但在利落中又带着许多难以分割的层次;刚中带柔,细而不乱。是企划与管理部门不可多得的人才。而且他的执行能力亦强,只是较不信任别人,宁可独自接受挑战。别误会他是那种喜欢揽功在身的人,他只是欣然接受应得的标榜罢了。
双子座的人爱名,但又不愿浪得虚名,他喜欢自己成为别人心目中的「实力派」人士。他喜欢做起事来有声有色,虽不必一定要标新立异,却也绝不能不坚持自己的独特风格。他很高兴远亲近邻知道他是一个和善的、愿意合作的,却不会为了任何人委屈自己,使自己看起来俗气、乡愿。
求生意志与求胜心,使他得了金牌
公开场合或桌底下的斗争,双子座都不甘居下风。只要有必要,明争暗斗,他来者不拒。可是,他不认为争斗是高级人类所当为,万一被扯进低级人类的纷争中,他也绝不会秀才被兵欺;求生意志与求胜心,使双子座得了不少金牌。而你必须尊重他那些金牌得来不易。
双子座的人不惜以惨痛的经验来取得宝贵的教训。花钱买教训,也是常有的事。如果他在说服你的时候,搬出他的亲身经验,而你仍面露疑色或不驯的神情,他必在结论奉送你一句话:「你一听老人言,吃亏在眼前。到时候怎么可都不知道,而且死有余辜哦!」他不想干涉你的事。但你一旦已找上他诉苦,他劝你,你一听,他便会严厉地为下一个可怕的预言。准不准?那要看你有多不听话才知道罗。
好玩、好动、好奇,讲求共通性
双子座的人,才情洋溢,并具有强度的感染力。因为他们善于在游戏的气氛中,亲近你,瓦解你的武装,引导你开发自己潜藏的快乐的能力。
好玩、好动、好奇,使双子座像一枚跳动不休的火焰,时强时弱,却永不熄灭。他们精力旺盛,对工作认真,对朋友讲情意,对事业野心勃勃。但是他的情人,却常被他弄得精疲力竭,他的家人也常因他的情绪搞得鸡飞狗跳!为什么呢?双子座无法忍受一成不变的关系,固定的事物使他衰老得极快,也使他所爱的对象衰老得极快。
色衰爱弛,这是真的。对双子座来说,精神就是色。也就是中国人所说的“气”。毅志力左右了一个人的成败,他要求自己,也要求别人。不过,并不是很死板;有时候他对自己会松一点,对别人严一点。
“穷则变,变则通,通则达。”这是孔老夫子说的。却也正巧是双子座的处世观。他们喜欢「会动脑筋」的人。
放开心情人生如戏
曲折、离奇的氛围中,双子座的人嗅到爱情的踪迹了。他开始推敲,联想,反复判断。他逗弄你,你的痒处,不会很快告诉你真正的意思。你得禁得起他的撩拨,又沉得住气。直到他表明“来吧,攻击我”,你才可以真正行动。但别开心,他不会这么轻易被攻陷,即使蛮想被你攻陷,他也要你陪他“玩”上一段。你很可能觉得他在折磨你,不如放开心胸,你搞清楚人生如戏,就不会那么怨他了。
双子座是最有趣的情人。爱情的游戏,他百玩不厌,并且花样层出不穷,你若不能与他一起享受这个类型的爱情气味,不如趁早打退堂鼓吧。
婚姻?这种被法律保障(也可以说束缚)的情感关系,对双子座的人而言,实在乏味。但他不是那种从小就抱独身主义的人,只不过一旦离了婚就很难再婚罢了。



总而言之,双子座的你:
心意活跃的双子座的人说:"我想……"。
表达爱情的方式:迷人的和冗长的。
是一个:喜欢玩的人。
渴望:绝无仅有的出色的丈夫或妻子。
受骗:意想不到的情况下。
喜欢:读书和谈天。
害怕:必须沉默不语。
追求:新潮。
弱点:一心二用。
有利条件:不断变化。
不利条件:缺乏耐心。
假期生活:旅游观光或结识新朋友。
开支:外出或购买书籍。
喜欢的颜色:条纹、多色、灰色。
喜欢的场所:飞机场、书店、出版社、学校、旅游圣地、无人售货商店、紧张而热烈的场所等。
理想旅居国:美国、比利时、希腊、北非、撒丁岛。
居住条件:新式建筑,室内空气流通,家具少而精,丰富多采的书籍和唱片以及音响设备,要有供朋友间促膝谈心的幽静的小角落。