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Monday, January 24, 2011

发现自己还。。。

一觉醒来,
我发现。。。














发现自己。。。
还呼吸着。。。

Sunday, January 23, 2011

痛!!!

之前,
我才post说我的血小板是否下降了。。。
今天,
帮我的伤口换新的胶布时,
才发现到。。。
原来不是脱皮那么简单。。。
是连肉也脱了。。。
怪不得流酱多的血。。。
痛!!!
T_T

Saturday, January 22, 2011

rookie is punk'd

The sky looks anxious as it threatens to cry
It simply carves away time,having nothing else to do
I swallow these thoughts that have nowhere to go
And I spit out in frustration

Worrying that everything might break,
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
By looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

It feels kind of pathetic that I'm feeling so troubled
I couldn't stand still so I ran

What do I want to do ? There's nothing.
I snuck up to the rooftop, to have a smoke
Today's Saize was boring
My friends watch me with worried eyes
"I'm not crying" I spit out
But it really sucks having to act tough.
A street that I'm used to walking
I finally got an I-pod
Some cheap rap that has no meaning
I'm carrying a bag that feels heavy for some reason
A place that should feel warm to me
I open a window to let out that dark air
I'm about to be crushed by the pressure
So I retreat to the park I always go to

Worrying that everything might break
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
By looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

In this limited amount of time
I'll try to draw myself
That's all I need for now

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

i promise u,i'll nvr 4gt

I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones, who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.
It's totally overwhelming,
but I'm always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.
I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.
We've got this moment, we've got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I'm so thankful, I could cry.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

I just want everyone to be friendly in front of others
The loss of sadness makes everyone smile
Once in awhile, I use my own style which is left in the junk
Like when you watched me when I wrapped

I'm too embarrassed to say anymore, but thank you
When I'm alone in a tunnel, the light spills to you
You call me, when you're busy and tired to say "Good night"
There is always kindness and happiness

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

Sometimes,things are tense but things always end up good
Eventually, it comes from important and heartfelt wishes

But I am always thankful to be alive now
I'll tell you, I'm always happy.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

Today, and even tomorrow and the day after, we'll keep laughing together
We're all tied to the same fate
Today, and even tomorrow and the day after, we'll walk together
Whatever happens now, is meant to be.

Thank you, Thank you, thank you,
Thank you, thank you, thank you

她说

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托
等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦 
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容 

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯 
早點認錯 早一點解脫 

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱 
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉 
死不了就還好 

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑 
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉 
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉 
我總會把你戒掉 

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼 
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果 

會有什麼 什麼都沒有 
早點看破 才看得見以後 

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱 
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉 
死不了就還好 

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑 
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉 
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天快乐的看每一天
Wooh~第一次遇见阴天遮住妳侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂妳的特别
妳的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗妳会看到悲伤融化
妳会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

we are who we are

Hot and dangerous
If you’re one of us, then roll with us
‘Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
And we’ve got hot-pants on enough
And yes of course because we’re running this town just like a club
And no, you don’t wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It’s about damn time to live it up
I’m so sick of being so serious
It’s making my brain delirious!
I’m just talkin’ truth

I’m telling you ’bout the s— we do
We’re sellin’ our clothes, sleepin’ in cars
Dressin’ it down, hittin’ on dudes (HARD!)

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up

Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

OW!

back to december

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
'Twas still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

if we ever meet again

What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this?
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say, what's your name, what you drinking
I think I know what you're thinking
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, 4)

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah)
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more
Baby tell me what's your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

Cuz baby

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same

If we ever meet again


If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I won't let you go away

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

run devil run

I always knew you were a bad boy
I used to think that it was cool
You took me down just like a Rob Roy
But now I'm coming after you

Run,Devil,Run Run Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run

I never knew about your red horns
I never saw your evil scar
You used to be what I would live for
But then you went and stabbed my heart

The promises that you promised
are about as real as an air guitar
So watch your back cuz I'm gonna steal your car

Chorus:
You better run, run, run, run, run
Cause there's gonna be some hell today
You better run, run, run, run, run
And that's the only thing I'm gonna say,hey
I wish I'd known right from the start
that I was dancing with the dark
You better run
Devil,Run,Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run


Now that you're living with the vampires
You better get yourself a gun
I'll make ya sing just like a boy's choir
I'll string you up to have some fun


Run,Devil,Run Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run

(Chorus)

Run Devil,Run Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil,Devil,Run Run

I'm throwing the trash, clearing the junk
I'm firing the cannon, your gonna get sunk
You better sail off to the seven seas
There's not enough room for you and for me
(once again if you would please,
"There's not enough room for you and for me")

(Chorus)

Run Devil,Run Run,Devil Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run'

take it off

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

When the dark
Of the night comes around.
That's the time,
That the animal comes alive.
Looking for
Something wild.

And now we lookin' like pimps
In my gold Trans-Am.
Got a water bottle full of whiskey
In my handbag.
Got my drunk text on
I'll regret it in the mornin'
But tonight
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Lose your mind.
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We're delirious.
Tear it down
'Til the sun comes back around.

N-now we're getting so smashed.
Knocking over trash cans.
Eurbody breakin' bottles
It's a filthy hot mess.
Gonna get faded
I'm not the designated
Driver so
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a



There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Oh, oh, oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Oh, Oh, Oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!

Oooh.

Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

blow

Dance

Back door cracked
We don't need a key
We get in for free
No VIP sleaze

Drink that Kool-Aid
Follow my lead
Now you're one of us
You're coming with me

It's time to kill the lights
And shut the DJ down
(This place about to)
Tonight were taking over
No one's getting out

This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to

Now what (What)
We're taking control
We get what we want
We do what you don't

Dirt and glitter
Cover the floor
We're pretty and sick
We're young and we're bored (Ha)

It's time to lose your mind
And let the crazy out

(This place about to)
Tonight we're taking names
'Cause we don't mess around

This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to

(Blow)

Go, go, go, go insane
Go insane
Throw some glitter
Make it rain on him
Let me see them Hanes
Let me, let me see them Hanes

Go insane
Go insane
Throw some glitter
Make it rain on him
Let me see them Hanes
Let me, let me see them Hanes (C'mon)

We are taking, over (Blow)
Get used to it, over (Blow)

This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow (Oh)
This place about to blow (Oh)
Blow
This place about to blow
Blow
This place about to

bbq

那天跟一群朋友去bbq。。。
去的路上严重塞车 >.<
但能够一边bbq一边吃。。。
总算能够弥补困在车龙里的遗憾。。。
还有,
当晚最经典的是,
他们用拳头开西瓜。。。=.=
回的路上。。。
还跑去吃东西。。。
回到宿舍已经是隔天的凌晨了。。。

我老了

最近。。。
我好像老了。。。
好像换上了老人痴呆症。。。
丢三掉四的。。。
忘了带水壶出去。。。
忘了带手机出去。。。
忘了带钱出去。。。
最糟糕的是:
我既然把铅笔盒留在外头!!!
arrrr~~~~~
幸好,
铅笔盒找回来了。。。
好彩~~~

我的血小板

不知道为什么。。。
我的脚在我不知情的情况下不小心被某东东划多。。。
流血了。。。
清洗伤口后,
贴上胶布。。。
谁知道。。。
突然感觉伤口附近有点湿湿的。。。
看一下。。。
吓到!!!
血既然从胶布里溢出来!!!
err...
是不是我的血小板下降了???

要不是

要不是。。。
我家那里只有你的coverage。。。
要不是。。。
我爸妈不上网。。。
不然。。。
我也绝对不会subscribe你的!!!
混蛋!!!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

2010的最后一天和2011的第一天

2010的最后一天。。。
和朋友去了3间广场---〉perangin mall,1st avenue and queensbay mall...

perangin mall篇:
吃McD时,我有个朋友突然失控,笑个不停。。。=.=
买新年衣,还和朋友买了一件情侣衣。。。XD

1st avenue篇:
在新年愿望墙上留笔。。。
我那几个够力的朋友却在人家的愿望上加油添酱。。。>.<
还买了rotiboy吃。。。(好久没吃了)
然后,又走回perangin mall去吃3块8的鸡扒饭。。。

queensbay篇:
塞车!!!
陪朋友去打game。。。看到有人投篮,超强的!
去吃baskin。。。(还要排队拿号码买)
有barbie cosplay,还看到她们抽烟,自high!!!
最后,去queensbay旁边的海边picnic,听演唱会,倒数,看烟花!!!

2011的第一天:
从queensbay走回我的大学。。。approximate 45mins。。。
去pelita yamcha。。。
还攀墙进入大学。。。
haha...thanks to my friends...让我体验不一样的跨年。。。