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Monday, March 29, 2010

demon night

Being called by an evil forest, tonight is showtime as well (demon NIGHT)

If given strength, anyone can rampage as much as they want (staying up late to FIGHT)
Can you blow away your hesitation and face it?
 
I will protect you (no matter what)

I will protect you only (that's enough for me)
I say bye bye to everyday life, filled with nothing but tears
 
I have words in my heart I want to send to you (secret ROMANCE)

In front of me is someone whom I don't want to disappear (mysterious DISTANCE)
I can't stand to see someone hurt anymore
 
I wanna be your knight

I wanna be your light more than now
one day, we'll exchange 100% smiles with each other
 
Let this body be exposed to the endless rain

What could you do?
What could change? After so long a time
 
I will protect you

I will protect you only
 
There is no solution

We can only live in this world
I say bye bye to the everyday life blaming me

flying without wind

Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

You're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

season in the sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend

We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

i have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream

I have a dream,a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mile

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream

I have a dream,a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream

Sunday, March 28, 2010

爱一直存在

那天我扬起帆

想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝
却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
站在你的门外
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
爱一直存在

Thursday, March 25, 2010

tonight even if you din't see the moon

Tonight, the moon shines on, but where?

In the thickly-clouded sky
Tonight, Who embraces you?
Are you alone, about to cry in the rain?
If you're ashamed at yourself for thinking,

that you have anticipated that you share everything
Then take authority into your own hands,
Get on your roof, and show your worry for this world,
You got yourself when you spat into the sky
 
Though you want to pretend to be a traveler,

You hate stray roads and detours.
So, braving the storm, under your roof,
Google Search is how you see the world,
You never get words of love.
 
Tonight, the moon shines on, but where?

In the thickly-clouded sky
Tonight, Who embraces you?
Are you alone, about to cry in the rain?
 
The bragging and vain things you clung to,

Showed their faces in your love life,
And even grasping your separated hand
Was made very hard to do
Even though I knew we can't meet
 
Tonight, if the moon is out of sight,

Then we'll eagerly wait for the clouds to break
Tonight, I wonder if you see the moon in the sky
that you look at.
 
If I am, I'm okay with wilderness;

I want to see perfect light
If you find yourself,

Your true identity disagreeable.
 
You lied about it's insignificance,

Bore a face that seemed to know it all,
Hid that you that couldn't do anything,
And lost the truth.
 
If you can see invisible things,

It's okay to have your eyes shut.
Even if you're not here,
Tonight, even if you can't see the moon

sky chord

I can't sing an honest song

Because I end up dressing it up
When did I learn to
protect myself so easily?
 
From the schoolyard you can see the sky

What colours affect you?
Just pure white clouds but,
In time you'll want them to change to black
 
Its not enough, sky chord

Even though we met here long ago
I've lost the sky chord
Its no one's fault but myself
 
There must be something more important

Than growing up
While I still can't find that
I'm definitely growing up
 
I wanted to stay awake till morning

When I was an impatient child
Now I'm chasing after time
If only I could do nothing but sleep
 
Its not enough, sky chord

Even though we met here long ago
I've lost the sky chord
I want to teach it to you
 
There must be something more important

Than growing up
While I still can't find that
I'm definitely growing up
 
They say it can't be like this forever

I know that, so I start walking
The words I secretly wrote in my notebook
Aren't going to change
 
There must be something more important

Than growing up
While I still can't find that
I'm definitely growing up
I can't stay as a child

bitter orange

I just can't seem to concentrate... with these black and white eye...

I was just...
There is nothing I can do for you
Back then I was really moved by something, really content with something
Did I really understand myself?
 
Why am I thinking something so stupid now as

That I wish I could go back one year
Back then, just like yesterday, I just couldn't

Think about today
Even though I can't keep walking with my eyes closed

Alone, I close my eyes
Even though I know I can't keep going if I avert my eyes

Alone, I avert my eyes
Before I could realize it I had hurt you

Running from unexpected words
Refusing to rely on someone's kindness I hurt you completely;
What am I supposed to seek from now on?
 
Please don't go anywhere
I just can't keep walking,I can't

baby it

Don't you know everything is all right?

Can't you see the future's so bright?
Now you know nothing in the world
can come between you and me

Don't you know everything is all right?
Can't you see the future is so bright?
Let's hear the voice of peace, hope, pride,
joy, happiness and love

Don't you know everything is all right?^^
Can't you see the future's so bright?
Now you know nothing in the world
can come between you and me

Don't you know everything is all right?
Can't you see the future is so bright?
Let's hear the voice of peace, hope, pride,
joy, happiness and love

Don't you know everything is all right?
Can't you see the future's so bright?
Now you know nothing in the world
can come between you and me...

MOVIN!!MOVIN!!

I don't want to lose!

I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!
I don't want to lose!
I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!
 
Dozing off as usual

Just flipping through comic books
My motto is Funny & Easy
I want to live carefree
"In traveling, companionship; in life, kindness."
Smilin' everyday under the sun
Kind to people and kind to myself
But when it's time for action, I take action (Is that true?)

So then come along with me (Can I believe that?)
With believing or anything, you don't know if you don't try
Or rather, don't you want to believe and smile with everyone?
I want to fight once in my life
Nothing will start if I don't get moving!
 
I don't want to lose!

I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!
I don't want to lose!
I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!...
 
I always let out a yawn right away

The things I like are snacks and TV
a.k.a Free & Easy
I want to live freely
Fortune smiles on a merry home
"I want to call fortune every smile"
I smile at people and smile at myself
 
But when it's time for action I have to take action (It's like that after all?)

So then come along with me (It's okay to believe, right?)
With believing or anything, you don't know if you don't try
So don't you want to believe and smile with everyone?
I want to fight once in my life
If I'm going to get moving there's no time but now!
 
I don't want to lose!

I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!
I don't want to lose!
I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!...
 
Saying that, you'll get tired just by moving

Before you get completely fed up with it
"Stick with it & fight it out"
Fu Ha Take a breath
Fu Ha So then, will you go on?
If you're going to get moving there's no time but now!
Nothing will start if you don't get moving!
 
I don't want to lose!

I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!
I don't want to lose!
I don't want to cry!
Because I want to keep laughing!
Movin! Movin!

firework

The flowers are set alight

Sparkling, dancing, releasing a blue dream
Two petals from the fireworks of dreams fall quietly in the sky
Did you, who went away to the other side, see it too? It's the same light

And
Even if the two are apart, I believe that they'll come together again someday
I'm singing to you, singing of this love that tears my heart apart, can you hear my voice?
It's fireworks, bursting in an instant

Bloom proudly, way up high
Sparkling, dancing, releasing a blue dream
The love that protects us rings out in earnest
At least it will be strong until the end
The flowers are set alight

All kinds of words scattered abot mischievously
And the confusion that rooted me to the spot quietly disappeared, can you see
Tomorrow?

It's fireworks, bursting in an instant
I grasp the sparkling, dancing flowers of dreams
As they rain down into my hands
Let my love ring out to you like I wish it to
If it's going to be over, at least let it be strong
The flowers are set alight

It's fireworks, bursting in an instant
Sparkle, dance, send up a blue dream
Someday we'll meet
You, me, and the love that joins us
We'll be strong together, forever

Bloom proudly, way up high
Sparkling, dancing, releasing a blue dream
The love that protects us rings out in earnest
At least it will be strong until the end
The flowers are set alight

red soul

If only I could fly like a swallow that cuts the air

Aiming straight for the blue sea
I wouldn't have to go through this thorny road
And get dirt and dust all over me
But I got no wings on my back
And my legs tangle and stumble, it's gonna be a long journey
Nevertheless, us men shall continue to walk on earnestly
 
The fact that you're here means that I won't have to guess where my destination lies

You shine like the light that shows me my path
The fact that I'm with you here means that I might as well call it "love", can I?
I'm gonna protect you always, with this body and soul
I'll be with you till the end
 
I got no desire for such beauty

Like the shape of the crystals of snow
Rather, I've had enough of
All the relationships I've been through that ended so badly
I only ask for commitment
That's as strong and tight as a piano's wire
With a gaze never to stray I look on straight ahead
 
The bells of fate are ringing

So which colour of "tomorrow" they will bring?
We have no say in whether it'll be "happiness" or "sadness"
So let's append flowers to all your tears and smiles
This feeling will never be forgotten
Together, let's imprint it within us
I won't let you go till the end
 
The fact that you're here means that I fully know the reason why I'm here

My soul is burning with the gushing, bright-red flame of love
Because I'm here for no other reason than you
I'm gonna protect you always, with this body and soul
I'll be with you till the end I won't let you go

S

Didn't I say 'up until then'?
I showed a bit of honesty, but
You're always doing irritating things to me
Handling me like I'm an object
Didn't I say 'up until then'?
 
Making it someone else's fault is running away
The days are coming to an end, I can't reach my aim
I'm sorry, anyway, this is goodbye.

If you're not here I say no way, I'm selfish like that
(Always hoping you won't leave, hoping I won't make you leave)
Love and friendship, I wanna know about everything
(Its way too unclear, I don't understand it)
One day there'll be a knock on the door to the hole in my heart

I'm waiting for you.
It hasn't just been about me since then

I tried to hurt you just a little
Doing that with sweet words
Don't deceive me, I can't believe you
Don't try and show off
No matter how many years, no matter how long it takes
Don't stop
 
If I'm not there you say its no good, honestly
(You want me more, don't pretend to be tough)
The afterimage of love is a dreaming girl's escape
(Grabbing onto it, holding onto it)
To someday break the lock on my heart
 
If you're not here I say no way, I'm selfish like that
(Always hoping you won't leave, hoping I won't make you leave)
Love and friendship, I wanna know about everything
(Its way too unclear, I don't understand it)
Someday would you hold me and this hole in my heart
I'm waiting for you

I don't need anyone else
I'll believe it tomorrow too

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

life

Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city

I didn't smile like usual
I just walked hanging my head
To all the people hurrying quickly past me
"Have your dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling
 
Rather than going back to my childhood

I want to live happily now
I'm a coward by nature
 
If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines

With open arms
I think,
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"
I still can't see
my wings for flying
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live
 
Just by picking up a wet puppy

Enough to smile a little
My tears came pouring out
 
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved

I've said it
It's no good just wishing for it
 
I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines

Gripping tightly
Destroying that time and place
I can change my life
 
But, I can't communicate everything

In my heart
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live
 
Going to a place where the sun shines

I try to open a map, but
I know... you know...
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost
I can change my life
 
With everything that's gone by lately

I'm only the me I am now
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live

comet

Looking up at the night sky alone, I saw a comet

Though it appeared and vanished in a second
When I think of you, my chest begins to hurt
I want to see you right now, but I can't fly through the sky
 
If perchance I could have become a comet

I would go flying through the sky
No matter what kind of tomorrow comes, this thought is strong
So my comet is unbreakable
 
As I was complaining about how hateful the rain was

Even now I still remember what you said
How, after the rain, the night sky is beautifully filled with stars
Thinking of that, I could even come to like the rain
 
If perchance I could have become a comet

I would always spill my overflowing light
As you look at the night sky when you're sad
I want to sparkle more so that you will smile
 
You are always fighting something by yourself

Being by your side is all I can do
If perchance I could have become a comet

I would go flying thorugh the sky, surely
I would definitely reach you, with this single moment of light
Lighting up your present and passing through the sky
If I could have become a comet
I would surely stay by your side, at any time

alone

Sometimes, in this world

When we try to walk ahead,
it's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up,
the dry land sucks up our tears
 
Why do we feel so alone anytime?

We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage

rolling star

My patience is running out

I want to say what I wanna say
Coming home from the bus stop at twilight

Saying bye bye bye to sad backs of others
You gotta show you Fighting Pose oh oh
A world like I have seen in my dreams


Without conflict, just daily peace
But in reality, I tend to worry about
Troubles and the daily grind
Those Rolling Days
 
Even though you keep on falling,

You laugh and get up every time
As I board the vacant back of the bus
You flash me a small smile
 
I must place my trust in you
Sweet love like I have seen in my dream

Lovers searching for hidden refuge
But in reality, on the days we cannot meet,
Continue on but I believe in Lonely Days
 
Oh yeah, yeah...

Even if you stumble, Way to go
Yeah, yay!
A muddled Rolling Star
 
It pains me so to see your smiling face, but

Is there no way to protect you till the end?
 
There is no meaning to this lie, none at all

All my loving,
Without it, I can't go on
 
A world like I have seen in my dreams

Without conflict, just daily peace
But in reality, I tend to worry about
Troubles and the daily grind
Those Rolling Days
 
Oh yeah, yeah...

Even if you understand it all
Oh yeah, yeah...
Even if you stumble, way to go,
Yeah yay
A muddled rolling star

tonight

Woke up with yawning, it's dawning

I'm still alive
Turned on a radio
To start up new day

As goddamned D.J. chattered
How to survive
Amazing news got over
On that air wave

Tonight,
Love is rationed
Tonight,
Across the nation
Tonight
Love reflects world wide
Almost another day

She's a shooting star
Good-night
Good-night
She's a shooting star
Good-bye...
See you some other day

d-tecno life

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed

Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
Will we lose it someday?


I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you
 
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed

Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
 
It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another

You said you could live on your own
Just with the usual kind words
You ache to a point where I cannot reach you
 
Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness

Do you remember
By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others
Drive your Life
 
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed

Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
 
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me

Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
 
Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday

thank you

To all the people who have supported me..

This heartfelt rhapsody goes out to you
To send you my feelings of appreciation
Thank you...I really thank you
Wherever you may be,
I'm grateful for you
 
When the town was dyed red with twilight,

I found myself casually strolling the streets
As evening comes, more people come and go,
And I stopped for a moment
My cell phone went off, as though to fill
This gap that opened up in my heart
You are not alone, for you see
We all will support one another...
 
One day now

When I was feeling troubled,
And frightened of the future
You were there, though you said nothing
You softly reached out your hand to me
My sadness diminished to one-half
My happiness swelled twice over
If our places were reversed,
I promise that I will come rushing to your side
 
Far away, far away, no matter how far you are

Within the time that flows by
The memories of the times we spent together
Will never ever disappear
I won't cry; to my family, and friend
And all the people I've come to know
Thank you...because of you
I can step out with confidence
 
Nobody can go on living just on their own

We each take care of one another
And talk it over when we misunderstand each other
I wanna throw my head back and laugh together
And yet why do we sometimes insult each other
And hurt one another
I love you so much it's almost silly
It's a little embarrassing, but I really mean it
 
Maybe everyone's unusually shy

And face-to-face, it's so hard
To say anything
You actually wanna say something
But something gets in the way, and you play it off
On occasion we should let it all out
For in words there resides a strange power
It's so easy, I'll start it off
We can do it
 
I will be there

Just forever
Just like you were there for me
I will be there
Just forever
Just like you were there for me

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

天黑黑

我的小時候吵鬧任性的時候

我的外婆總會唱歌哄我
夏天的午後老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像這樣唱的

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

離開小時候有了自己的生活
新鮮的歌新鮮的念頭
任性和衝動無法控制的時候
我忘記還有這樣的歌

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫沖直撞被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後總有殘缺

我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純 美好的小幸福
愛總是讓人哭讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚好孤獨

天黑的時候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安靜的雨
原來外婆的道理早就唱給我聽
下起雨也要勇敢前進
我相信一切都會平息
我現在好想回家去

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。