lingua franca

hahaha...
我写的东西有时会穿插一些其他语言。。。

blog achieve

这个月blog achieve创新高。。。

emo

现在是不是到了emo的年龄了？？？
做么我爽爽会很emo的？？？
wonder...

mood

我发现。。。
我做什么都是 depend on my mood 的。。。

blog???

以前的人，写日记怕给人看。。。
现在的人，写blog怕没人看。。。

hahaha。。。
有趣。。。
人家的blog是写心情故事。。。
我？？？
campur来campur去。。。
歌词就占了一半。。。

比较

很dislike那些喜欢比东比西的人。。。
什么都要比。。。
无聊~

我不喜欢跟人比，
因为。。。
人比人，气死人。。。

抱歉，
不要跟我比。。。
我没兴趣跟人比。。。
我只跟自己比！

隐姓埋名

我很想去到一个没人认识我的地方。。。
一个没人找到我的地方。。。
静静地生活。。。

怪胎

最近，
msn那里常常收到invitation。。。

但。。。
这些人都不简单。。。
全都是“色戒”之辈。。。

huhuhu...

单身快乐

很奇怪一些人。。。

不知道该说他她们38还是鸡婆鸡公。。。

看到我单身，
看到我和某某异性朋友一起。。。
就传我拍拖了。。。

kanasai!!!
难道他她们只有爱人一个异性人而已吗？？？
我异性朋友很多啊！
难道要说我一脚踏多船吗？！

sleeping photo

最近，
时常拍人家在上课时睡觉的照片。。。

惨了，
迟早会被他们报仇！！！

死火

这里的巴士又够旧的。。。
既然在半路死火。。。
啊啊啊~
够力！！！
那些巴士是时候送去工厂维修了啦！

邪教

不管什么宗教的神都是很神圣的。。。

但。。。

神的信徒们就未必了。。。
宣教就宣教啦~
干嘛酱烦人啊？！
死缠烂打。。。

我本身也有宗教信仰的。。。
我也尊敬其他宗教。。。

所以。。。

也请你们尊敬以下我和我的宗教信仰。。。
不要一直诱惑，逼我，要我进你们的宗教。。。

我尊敬你们的神

但。。。

不是你们这些污蔑宗教的人。。。
混蛋！！！

鱼

我坐在椅子上 看日出復活
我坐在夕陽里 看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片葉子 讓它代替我
觀察離開后的變化

曾經 狂奔 舞蹈 貪婪的說話
隨著冷的濕的心腐化
帶不走的 丟不掉的 讓大雨侵蝕吧
讓他推向我在邊界奮不顧身掙扎
如果有一個懷抱勇敢不計代價
別讓我飛 將我溫柔豢養

我坐在椅子上 看日出復活
我坐在夕陽里 看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片葉子 讓它代替我
觀察離開后的變化

曾經 狂奔 舞蹈 貪婪的說話
隨著冷淡試戴浮華
帶不走的留不下的我全都交付他
讓他捧著我在手掌 自由自在揮灑
如果有一個世界渾濁的不像話
原諒我飛 曾經眷戀太陽

帶不走的丟不掉的讓大雨侵蝕吧
讓它推向我在邊界奮不顧身掙扎
如果有一個世界渾濁的不像話
我會瘋狂的愛上

帶不走的留不下的我全都交付他
讓他捧著我在手掌自由自在揮灑
如果有一個懷抱勇敢不計代價
別讓我飛 將我環繞
原諒我飛 曾經眷戀太陽

harmonia

can you hear me?

the sky is limitless and blue
the sea is endlessly large
to you, please remain smiling or else I'll cry
 
you don't have to look around now
because everyone are in these hands
wanting to cry, wanting to run
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
feeling harmonia, telepathy

the cloud is white and drifts aimlessly
the rain isn't black and crying anymore
when you look up, you'll notice that single line
someday, the heart calls hallelujah

the wren that searches for an unchanging song
can you see that we're all connected with an unseen thread?
feeling lonely, at the brim of being alone

if you're buried, close your eyes and sing
even if we're apart, on that same land,
under that mistletoe
feeling harmonia, telepathy

can you hear me?

to that dreamer, with love
I will deliver happiness to wherever so sing
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
the final harmonia, telepathy

can you hear me?

wind

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

眼色

我还真的希望。。。

我的眼睛。。。
我的眼球。。。
能变色。。。

随着心情变色。。。

因为。。。

有时候，

我生气时，
没人知道。。。

直到我生气地快发癫时，
他们才知道。。。

真是的。。。

抛物线

我确实说 我这样说 我不在乎结果

我对你说 我有把握 成功例子好多
人们虚假又造作 总爱得不温不火
我们用真心就不会有差错
我没想过我会难过 你竟然离开我

爱沿着抛物线 离幸福 总降落得差一点
流着血心跳却不曾被心痛削减 真真切切
青春的抛物线 把未来始于相遇的地点
至高后才了解 世上月圆月缺只是错觉
只是错觉

我好想说 我只想说 我不要这后果
可是你说 相对来说 走开是种解脱
当初亲密的动作 变成当下的闪躲
感情的过程出了什么错
我没想过我会难过 你终于离开我

外面的世界

在很久很久以前

你拥有我
我拥有你

在很久很久以前
你离开我
去远空翱翔

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很精彩
我会在这里深深的祝福你

每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

blue bird

You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down

You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You’ve yet to learn what sadness is
And are now just grasping what pain is like
Even the feelings I have for you
Must be expressed in words
As you awake from a dream into an unknown world
Spread your wings and take flight!
You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek
So keep trying to break free
to that blue, blue sky

remember me???

这个问题。。。
我很想问一问我以前的朋友，同学。。。

但，
我想。。。
他们的答案应该是：“不”。。。

意料中事。。。

我又不是校花，连校草都不是。。。
只是普通的玻璃。。。
谁又会记得我嘞~

always be with me in mind

Fight with passion
Spirit not temper
Always be with me in mind
Don't bare grudges
Always be with me in mind

And so break my after fight, but never die, I'll always be with you.

Don't surrender, win and forever
Always be with me in mind
And so break my after fight, I'd rather die
I'll always be with you
and if you fall I'll always follow you

I'm always there for you.

Fight with passion, burn your temper
always be with me in mind.
And not surrender, or forever

always be with me in mind
And always be with me in mind

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

bring me to life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

blue destiny

Don't claim to know much

'bout the turning of the tide
People they come and go,
leave a trace

Oh but you are certainty.
Question marks have faded
Nothing we couldn't do,
hand in hand.

When the path was dark,
I could see sparks,
As you sailed straight through,
To my heart.
I will dry your tears,
Share out your fears.
Sailing to our blue destiny.

In the early light,
As your smile breaks like morning.
Something inside me stirs,
pure and true.
It's the curving of your back,
the protection of your warm arms.
Mountains could fall and I'd,
Not have a clue.

When the path was dark,
I could see sparks.
As you sailed right through to my heart.
I will dry your tears,
Shake off your fears.
Sailing to our blue destiny.

自杀

自杀的人。。。
勇敢吗？？？

我认为不~

虽然人人都怕死，
但。。。
自杀的人都是不敢面对事实。。。
想要逃避现实。。。
觉得自己无法活下去。。。
这算勇敢吗？？？

真正勇敢的人。。。
哪怕是天大的挫折。。。
他们都勇于面对。。。
咬紧牙根度过难关。。。
积极活下去。。。
期待新的一天的到来。。。

灰色地带

我这个人。。。
不算是个好好人物。。。
因为。。。
我只是个凡人。。。
不是神。。。
贪念和私欲自然是有的。。。

我。。。
也不算是个坏角色。。。
因为我的头脑很简单。。。
不爱动脑筋。。。
不喜欢勾心斗角。。。
也不喜欢绞尽脑汁去想办法陷害人。。。

我呢~
就处于黑和白的中间
就是。。。
灰色地带吧~

撒谎

每个人都会撒谎。。。
不管是善意的或是恶意的。。。

我只知道，
如果是恶意的谎言，
一旦说了哪怕就只有那么一句，
以后就需要撒上更多的谎言来避免这一句谎言被拆穿。。。

又何苦嘞~

道歉会很难？？？

有些人。。。
很奇怪。。。

做错事了，
不会觉得愧疚。。。
没有歉意。。。
也不会向`受害人惭悔。。。
更不会觉得自己做错了。。。
只说了一句：“这件事就当我错。。。”
诚心道歉也没有。。。
也不打算改过自新。。。