bitter orange

I just can't seem to concentrate... with these black and white eye...

I was just...
There is nothing I can do for you
Back then I was really moved by something, really content with something
Did I really understand myself?
 
Why am I thinking something so stupid now as

That I wish I could go back one year
Back then, just like yesterday, I just couldn't

Think about today
Even though I can't keep walking with my eyes closed

Alone, I close my eyes
Even though I know I can't keep going if I avert my eyes

Alone, I avert my eyes
Before I could realize it I had hurt you

Running from unexpected words
Refusing to rely on someone's kindness I hurt you completely;
What am I supposed to seek from now on?
 
Please don't go anywhere
I just can't keep walking,I can't