life

Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city

I didn't smile like usual
I just walked hanging my head
To all the people hurrying quickly past me
"Have your dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling
 
Rather than going back to my childhood

I want to live happily now
I'm a coward by nature
 
If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines

With open arms
I think,
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"
I still can't see
my wings for flying
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live
 
Just by picking up a wet puppy

Enough to smile a little
My tears came pouring out
 
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved

I've said it
It's no good just wishing for it
 
I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines

Gripping tightly
Destroying that time and place
I can change my life
 
But, I can't communicate everything

In my heart
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live
 
Going to a place where the sun shines

I try to open a map, but
I know... you know...
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost
I can change my life
 
With everything that's gone by lately

I'm only the me I am now
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live