holding bck d tears

A picture that gets smeared in white

And my fragrance that seems to have faded away

All get concealed by the glaring cloud


My heart that has no words


Slowly starts to move my feelings


Those times that slipped through


Are in my hands


I'm holding back the tears


I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart


To a place that is neither close nor far


Where a different me stands


I will not cry


I bring my two hands together again


To a place that will hear it


As I live though these unmemorable times


Though it seems stupid, we’re always together


The pain that I want to let go


Dries the tears that flows through my body


I'm living with my tears


I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart


To a place that is neither close nor far


Where a different me stands


I will not cry


I'm holding back the tears


I run adding to the weight of my faith


To a place that is neither high nor low


Where a different me stands again


With a small smile I can laugh