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for me...

they are princes of the Asia...

the god from the east...

nobody can replace them...

they have such a perfect voice...

they can dance very well...

and nevertheless

they are good-l00king^^

lazy

why i become more and more lazy nowadays???

why i will become like this???

what happen to me???

why i become worse but not become better???

why i can study the whole day during form 3 to form 5 but not now???

where is my strength and determination to study that i use during form 3 to form 5???

is it gone???

is it being used up after spm???

why i dont have the mood to study???

i gonna be finished then...

what should i do???

what should i do to blemish the laziness???

is it a tough task???

can i blemish it successfully???

is my determination strong enough to help me to blemish it???

or i will still the same and nothing change???

how???

我被偷袭

回到家...
就被蚊子的子子孙孙偷袭...
真是的...
全身上下都是蚊子所留下的"吻迹"...
有够痒...有够不爽...

曾经...
蚊子要了我的命...
得了dengue fever...
发了烧...骨头痛...头痛...眼睛痛...
在医院住了一星期...
好不容易才活过来...
huhu...

tomorrow wil cum

Look, the snow that's floating down is melting in my hands,

it's like it vanishes like it wasn't there.
Hey, when something important to us is shattered,
we just drift about quietly unable to hold onto each other.
Far off in the distance, at the corner of the universe,
we unexpectedly happened to meet each other.
I want to yell out these miraculous feelings,
I just want to tell you.
But I never told you what I wanted to say.
If you're lost or looking, I'll be here.
Now, I've already felt this single light,
I'll keep chasing it because if it gets away my future won't be calm.
No matter what, no matter what, if it stop,
my smile and tears will keep piling up.
We've already walked this journey,
and that's definitely the truth.
When the rain is pouring, I'll be your umbrella,
when the wind is blowing, I'll be your wall.
It doesn't matter how deep the evening darkness is,
because tomorrow will definitely come.
The blossoms of the spring or summer's sandy beaches,
the twilight of autumn or winter's warmth.
The many, many seasons will come back,
and I'll pass through freedom with my wishes.
Far off (at the corner of the universe)
Far off (I'm riding my emotions)
I want to yell out these miraculous feelings,
I just want to tell you.
No matter what, no matter what, if it stop,
my smile and tears will keep piling up.
We've already walked this journey,
and this fact hasn't disappeared.
When the rain is pouring, I'll be your umbrella,
when the wind is blowing, I'll be your wall.
It doesn't matter how deep the evening darkness is,
because tomorrow will definitely come.
I just want to tell you
because tomorrow will definitely come.

Proud

I’m going to pass through quickly

Well I just wonder which season I’ve already passed
I walk passed the scenery I’m already use to seeing
I can’t slip away from the far away memories alone like this
So that I don’t lost the place that I go to…
That time I met you
On this street, I met you by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day on
Everything, like the sad things, the things I carried in anxiety, everything
Through your warmth changes into memories
Proud of your love
The two shells I picked up
Once again the miracle of being able to meet you
If you let me be by your side
The inside of my heart will begin to have kind feelings
Even if a violent rain is falling
Even in strong winds
I will protect this love
If you are here then surely I can get over this
Because I am beginning to be able to think like this, so that I never loose this hand
Let’s always look towards the important times
On this street, we met by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day forward
Living, believing, will this is change into happiness
Forever, let’s walk together
Proud of your love

ball00ns

During my past childhood, I dreamt a beautiful dream about riding a balloon and flying

If a yellow balloon flies in the sky, my heart remembers beautiful memories
My dream as a child was to ride a yellow balloon and fly high into the sky
I forgot about that small dream and lived till now because I grew up too much
But when I’m miserable I want to run around and play like a child
Filling a balloon full of my small dreams
During my past childhood, I dreamt a beautiful dream about riding a balloon and flying
If a yellow balloon flies in the sky, my heart remembers beautiful memories
I can’t understand why tears come out when I look at the sky
I wonder why you forgot the tiny childhood when you become an adult
At times I too want to just fly high into the sky
With my forgotten dreams and memories
During my past childhood, I dreamt a beautiful dream about riding a balloon and flying
If a yellow balloon flies in the sky, my heart remembers beautiful memories
Though time passes
Though I forgot
Will it be possible to contain it in the yellow balloon
During my past childhood, I dreamt a beautiful dream about riding a balloon and flying
If a yellow balloon flies in the sky, my heart remembers beautiful memories

u r my melody

When I close my eyes, the quiet sounds which are audible, Your feelings, your small thoughts
I’m sorry, I’m sorry; I couldn’t hear you due to the unnecessary sounds of my heart
The times of tears is now history, don’t worry, because
You’re my melody; I’ll perform you, on & on,
You’re my song, my life’s soundtrack,
I love you, for you brighten up my life’s stage,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song
The times when my pride didn’t want to say ‘I’m sorry,’
My heart was extremely poor,
Will you come to me when my spirit is drying up?
When I’m about to break down?
Even the saddest times have an end just like a song, because
It’s your love, your love, how you showed me love,
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present,
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song
The numerous sad love songs,
Although they seem to be about us,
You’re the most special person right now by my side,
When you close your eyes, the sounds you hear, your heart, I’ll sing them now
You’re my melody; I’ll perform you, on & on,
You’re my song, my life’s soundtrack,
I love you, for you brighten up my life’s stage,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song
It’s your love, your love, how you showed me love,
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present,
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song
It’s your love, your love, how you showed me love,
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present,
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song

holding bck d tears

A picture that gets smeared in white

And my fragrance that seems to have faded away

All get concealed by the glaring cloud


My heart that has no words


Slowly starts to move my feelings


Those times that slipped through


Are in my hands


I'm holding back the tears


I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart


To a place that is neither close nor far


Where a different me stands


I will not cry


I bring my two hands together again


To a place that will hear it


As I live though these unmemorable times


Though it seems stupid, we’re always together


The pain that I want to let go


Dries the tears that flows through my body


I'm living with my tears


I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart


To a place that is neither close nor far


Where a different me stands


I will not cry


I'm holding back the tears


I run adding to the weight of my faith


To a place that is neither high nor low


Where a different me stands again


With a small smile I can laugh

还是朋友好

小时候就听说过:朋友比家人好...
当时还质疑过...
现在觉得此话没有不对...

只因为家人是我们最亲的人...
所以我们就会自然而然认为家人最了解我们...

但是,实际上...
最不了解我的,伤我的心最多的是家人,不是朋友...
我真正要的东西,我是怎样的一个人...
19年了...
家人还是一知半解...
还误解我...
算了...
我的想法不会被家人接纳...
也容不进这个家庭...

家

人家常说家是我们的避风港...
我说家是暴风雨常发生的地方...
借用<小孩不笨2>里说的...
家只是供我睡觉和休息的旅馆...
真正让我觉得有安全感的就只有我的房间...

突然发现

我发现到我在家很少讲话,也很少笑...

我发现我去我阿姨家住的那几天几夜,我废话连篇,还笑不停,抵得过我在家1年里所说的话和笑...

d ratio 我在我阿姨那里所说的话和笑:我在家所说的话和笑=100000000000000000000:1

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我家什么不多...
就有几样东西最多...
scorpian,spiderman的子子孙孙,灰尘,和蛇...
为什么money不多一点leh?!

我家有只河东狮

有人说,我和他是火星撞地球...
我说是八字不合吧~

或许吧~

我不能呆家太久...
不然,我们一定发生争执...

虽然,我们一整天都不会和彼此说上半句话...
我只会宅在房里睡觉,看戏,听歌,上网...
他在客厅看电视...
本该井水不犯河水...
但他会特地找些事要你做...
再不是,就有事没事在那里漫天开骂...
是也骂,不是也骂...
有也骂,没有也骂...
对也骂,不对也骂...

对着他,我sienz...

戏如人生,人生如戏

戏如人生,人生如戏
难道不是吗?!

港剧,台湾偶像剧,日剧,韩剧...
统统都不如那些头条新闻...

别小看这些新闻...
这些新闻来势汹汹...
天天都能抢到报纸杂志的最大版面...
这些新闻的character都来头不小,演技更是入木三分...
故事还一天比一天精彩,高潮迭起...
而且最重要的...
没有剧本的,都是spontaneous的演出...
也没有导演...

所以啊~
他/她/它们是绝对有资格入围
那些金像奖,金马奖的最佳演员奖...
这样一来,
才得以感谢他/她/它们让我们生活增加了不必要的乐趣...