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Monday, January 24, 2011

发现自己还。。。

一觉醒来,
我发现。。。














发现自己。。。
还呼吸着。。。

Sunday, January 23, 2011

痛!!!

之前,
我才post说我的血小板是否下降了。。。
今天,
帮我的伤口换新的胶布时,
才发现到。。。
原来不是脱皮那么简单。。。
是连肉也脱了。。。
怪不得流酱多的血。。。
痛!!!
T_T

Saturday, January 22, 2011

rookie is punk'd

The sky looks anxious as it threatens to cry
It simply carves away time,having nothing else to do
I swallow these thoughts that have nowhere to go
And I spit out in frustration

Worrying that everything might break,
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
By looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

It feels kind of pathetic that I'm feeling so troubled
I couldn't stand still so I ran

What do I want to do ? There's nothing.
I snuck up to the rooftop, to have a smoke
Today's Saize was boring
My friends watch me with worried eyes
"I'm not crying" I spit out
But it really sucks having to act tough.
A street that I'm used to walking
I finally got an I-pod
Some cheap rap that has no meaning
I'm carrying a bag that feels heavy for some reason
A place that should feel warm to me
I open a window to let out that dark air
I'm about to be crushed by the pressure
So I retreat to the park I always go to

Worrying that everything might break
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
By looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

In this limited amount of time
I'll try to draw myself
That's all I need for now

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly ?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality ?
With struggle, it will shine

i promise u,i'll nvr 4gt

I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones, who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.
It's totally overwhelming,
but I'm always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.
I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.
We've got this moment, we've got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I'm so thankful, I could cry.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

I just want everyone to be friendly in front of others
The loss of sadness makes everyone smile
Once in awhile, I use my own style which is left in the junk
Like when you watched me when I wrapped

I'm too embarrassed to say anymore, but thank you
When I'm alone in a tunnel, the light spills to you
You call me, when you're busy and tired to say "Good night"
There is always kindness and happiness

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

Sometimes,things are tense but things always end up good
Eventually, it comes from important and heartfelt wishes

But I am always thankful to be alive now
I'll tell you, I'm always happy.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

Today, and even tomorrow and the day after, we'll keep laughing together
We're all tied to the same fate
Today, and even tomorrow and the day after, we'll walk together
Whatever happens now, is meant to be.

Thank you, Thank you, thank you,
Thank you, thank you, thank you

她说

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托
等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦 
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容 

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯 
早點認錯 早一點解脫 

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱 
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉 
死不了就還好 

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑 
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉 
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉 
我總會把你戒掉 

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼 
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果 

會有什麼 什麼都沒有 
早點看破 才看得見以後 

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱 
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉 
死不了就還好 

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑 
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉 
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天快乐的看每一天
Wooh~第一次遇见阴天遮住妳侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂妳的特别
妳的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗妳会看到悲伤融化
妳会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

we are who we are

Hot and dangerous
If you’re one of us, then roll with us
‘Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
And we’ve got hot-pants on enough
And yes of course because we’re running this town just like a club
And no, you don’t wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It’s about damn time to live it up
I’m so sick of being so serious
It’s making my brain delirious!
I’m just talkin’ truth

I’m telling you ’bout the s— we do
We’re sellin’ our clothes, sleepin’ in cars
Dressin’ it down, hittin’ on dudes (HARD!)

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up

Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

OW!

back to december

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
'Twas still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

if we ever meet again

What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this?
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say, what's your name, what you drinking
I think I know what you're thinking
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, 4)

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah)
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more
Baby tell me what's your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

Cuz baby

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same

If we ever meet again


If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I won't let you go away

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again