我的老鼠

我的老鼠生了！！！
好高兴！！！

说实在的，
我也不知道它几时怀孕的。。。
只是在看到老鼠幼崽才知道它生了。。。
huhu。。。

change

Change

I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now

Change
No matter how many times I'm reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run

I was sad when you betrayed me
But you couldn't catch me, I'm right here
It's not enough and there's no end to it
Try to distort me even more
(Infest) This is such a crazy world,
Sometimes it makes me lose sight of who I am
Do you want to leave the traditional ways ?
Just don't make that decision for me
I'm going down my own path
Just standing around here, waiting
Never try to start anything

Change
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
I won't let you have your way

Change
No matter how many times I'm reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run
Never again will I
Return to your side
I'm going to do things the way I want to
I WANNA CHANGE

友情

友情能够永固吗？？？
见仁见智吧~

友情这东西。。。
需要双方努力地经营。。。
缺一不可。。。

假如其中一方无心经营，
那。。。
另一方再怎样努力也没用。。。
倒不如绝交算了。。。

what are they thinking about?!

are you ever THINK before you spoke???
what you have say are totally pointless...nonsense...
no,
are RUBBISH!!!

hey,
we vote for you for our sake...
and now,
in return,
you ignore our rights in everythings!!!

who do you think you are?!
without our vote,
you just RUBBISH that being thrown beside the road!!!

who i really am

everyone is wearing mask(s)...
so do i...


as time flies,
many years had gone...
and here am i...
have been grow up as a adult...
however...
as i should be more mature as a adult,
i feel more confuse and blur...


i wearing different masks at different times...
this causes me...
dont know who i really am...
dont know when i put up the mask...
and when i take down the mask...
it does sound similar with the poker face...


then...
which mask really matches with my real identity???
huu~
sorry...
even i also dont know the answer...


should i find the answer???

what should i do

should i give up???
or should i continue with what i not really interested with???

if i give up now,
i will become totally useless...
like the rubbish abandoned by human being...

if i give up now,
then???
just do nothing???
i m not born with a golden spoon in my mouth...

if i give up now,
what should i do???
i totally dont have any talent at any things...
and i do have many uneasy emotions and habits...
that really will be the major fact for me to be kicked out by the society...

so...
due to the evidences,
i should continue...
no matter what it is...
either it is my favor or not...
just put my finger across...
anything gonna be alright...
right???

life without meaning

sometimes...
i really do thinking quite a lot...
i dont know whether this kind of thinking is positive or negative...

why i had been borned???
why i live in this world???
what is the meaning for me to staying alive???
what will it be if i borned in another country,another race,another religion,poor like hell,rich like heaven...and whatever...

insomnia

whenever i m insomnia...
whenever i cant sleep at the night...
i will think a lot...
think about the past...
think about how failure m i...
my failure in family,friends,and study...
think about how immature m i...
my immature in solving all the problems that cause tonnes of adverse effect...


i ended up by embracing my pillow...
or put my head on my hands...
or immerse my head into the pillow...
have a non-stop crying...


i m sorry for really who i m...

玩game

最近一直忙着玩game...
彻彻底底的疯了。。。

anime

what i should say???
i really love anime...
cant live without them...
haha...