feel wanna take my luggage together with me...
run away from the place i used to be...
run away from all the people i know...
run away from everything i already have...
and without any reasons else...
step in the traveling path...
travel around the world...
wish not to come back...
in mind...
physically...
mentally...
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Friday, January 25, 2013
stop and stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Imma run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Imma run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
prometheus
过了那么多个月，才能摆脱片中那些恶心的生物。。。
话说，
那时和朋友到戏院看了这部戏。。。
刚开始还没觉得什么。。。
到了中间部分，
恶心的东东接二连三地出现。。。
全身上下的毛孔打开。。。
鸡皮疙瘩。。。
正当我和朋友在恶心到不行时，
我不禁看看前座、
又看看后座。。。(不是为了看四周的人有没有变怪物啦~ =.= )
发现到他们都是poker face 。。。
脸部没什么表情。。。
是我们几个小瓜们看不惯这些丁点恶心的画面？
还是他们见惯这些大场面了？
后来，
上 facebook，
只要看到有关这部戏的post，
都会让我回想这部戏里的恶心怪物。。。
几怕晚上会做噩梦。。。
梦到它们缠着我，
把我咽了。。。（还好恶心累过头，进入deep sleep）
我和另一个朋友都认为它会有续集。。。（虽然我本身不希望有）
我不想再追看下去了。。。
毛孔控制不了。。。
给我免费戏票都不要！！！ >.<
Friday, November 2, 2012
i want to go home
I wanted to fill the hole in my heart
So I smiled and pretended to be kind
The hellos and goodbyes
Race busily past me
It sucks but I know
Just how useless I am
I couldn't be strong enough
So I just closed my eyes and bore it
Look, I can see it now
I want to go home
To the town where you wait
You waved goodbye
So I keep looking back
I want to go home
To the house where you wait
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll laugh
I don't think the important things
Can ever be counted
There are days I feel down
But I don't cry anymore
Look, I can see it now
I want to tell you
About the future I see
You say it's okay
So I keep repeating it again and again
I want to tell you
About my unchanging dreams
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll understand
I want to go home
To the town where you wait
Your hand is so precious to me
So I want to tell you now one more time
I want to go home
To the house where you wait
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll laugh
So I smiled and pretended to be kind
The hellos and goodbyes
Race busily past me
It sucks but I know
Just how useless I am
I couldn't be strong enough
So I just closed my eyes and bore it
Look, I can see it now
I want to go home
To the town where you wait
You waved goodbye
So I keep looking back
I want to go home
To the house where you wait
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll laugh
I don't think the important things
Can ever be counted
There are days I feel down
But I don't cry anymore
Look, I can see it now
I want to tell you
About the future I see
You say it's okay
So I keep repeating it again and again
I want to tell you
About my unchanging dreams
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll understand
I want to go home
To the town where you wait
Your hand is so precious to me
So I want to tell you now one more time
I want to go home
To the house where you wait
There's something I want to tell you
I hope you'll laugh
i will walk
I’ll walk, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
Beyond the pedestrian bridge, I see the winter city
I’m crossing to tomorrow with a piece of loneliness in my hand
“Can you smile in your heart?” I hear a voice from one day
My white breath disappears into the sky
I’m not alone; I hurry to the station
“I’ve decided I won’t go home”
Like the sign of a new beginning, the snow has begun to fall
I’ll walk, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
Even if I get hurt, I want to believe again and again
In this hand, in these days
Crying with you, laughing with you
Has made me stronger
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
The hope I pulled close is giving me warmth
You gave me the strength to open myself to love
“Even if I can’t see you, I’ll know”Can I look back to you on that day and be proud?
The happy things, the sad things
I won’t forget any of them
Each and every one is lighting up my heartYes, I’m not “alone”
I can’t even say goodbye or thank you
To you now
But the season is definitely changing now
Yes, I’ll start now
I’ll walk, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
Beyond the pedestrian bridge, I see the winter city
I’m crossing to tomorrow with a piece of loneliness in my hand
“Can you smile in your heart?” I hear a voice from one day
My white breath disappears into the sky
I’m not alone; I hurry to the station
“I’ve decided I won’t go home”
Like the sign of a new beginning, the snow has begun to fall
I’ll walk, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
Even if I get hurt, I want to believe again and again
In this hand, in these days
Crying with you, laughing with you
Has made me stronger
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
The hope I pulled close is giving me warmth
You gave me the strength to open myself to love
“Even if I can’t see you, I’ll know”Can I look back to you on that day and be proud?
The happy things, the sad things
I won’t forget any of them
Each and every one is lighting up my heartYes, I’m not “alone”
I can’t even say goodbye or thank you
To you now
But the season is definitely changing now
Yes, I’ll start now
I’ll walk, I’ll walk
I’ll live in the present
I have the words you gave me
Yes, I’ll walk
Thursday, October 25, 2012
ハル ウタ
I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
The blue sky made me narrowed my eyes
And I covered my eyes with my hand casually
The smell of the wind acrossing once again told me about the seasons
Suddenly, I whistled and hoping that the wind's direction will change
And you cried a little
"I'm a bit afraid of tomorrow" you murmured
and I was just looking at you
I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile
The hand I hold started fluttered away
The tomorrow that we'll never know when will be stopped disappeared in the faraway sky
Walking inside the darkness, flumbing until we find the way
But I know that there is always a light of hope
If we search for words,
We will wholeheartedly choose the 2 words of "Hope"
I don't want to separate with you I want to reach you
There was always the blue sky we looked up at
That day we drew a dream that remains in our heart
So I pray for you here
I hope you'll always smiling
The thing I received from you
And the thing you taught me
If I count it, it will begin the starfull night
If I'm floating this shapeless thought to you now,
it will lead us to our promised place
I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
The blue sky made me narrowed my eyes
And I covered my eyes with my hand casually
The smell of the wind acrossing once again told me about the seasons
Suddenly, I whistled and hoping that the wind's direction will change
And you cried a little
"I'm a bit afraid of tomorrow" you murmured
and I was just looking at you
I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile
The hand I hold started fluttered away
The tomorrow that we'll never know when will be stopped disappeared in the faraway sky
Walking inside the darkness, flumbing until we find the way
But I know that there is always a light of hope
If we search for words,
We will wholeheartedly choose the 2 words of "Hope"
I don't want to separate with you I want to reach you
There was always the blue sky we looked up at
That day we drew a dream that remains in our heart
So I pray for you here
I hope you'll always smiling
The thing I received from you
And the thing you taught me
If I count it, it will begin the starfull night
If I'm floating this shapeless thought to you now,
it will lead us to our promised place
I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile
Sunday, October 21, 2012
welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)
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