ハル ウタ

I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart

The blue sky made me narrowed my eyes
And I covered my eyes with my hand casually
The smell of the wind acrossing once again told me about the seasons
Suddenly, I whistled and hoping that the wind's direction will change
And you cried a little

"I'm a bit afraid of tomorrow" you murmured
and I was just looking at you

I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile

The hand I hold started fluttered away
The tomorrow that we'll never know when will be stopped disappeared in the faraway sky
Walking inside the darkness, flumbing until we find the way
But I know that there is always a light of hope

If we search for words,
We will wholeheartedly choose the 2 words of "Hope"

I don't want to separate with you I want to reach you
There was always the blue sky we looked up at
That day we drew a dream that remains in our heart
So I pray for you here
I hope you'll always smiling

The thing I received from you
And the thing you taught me
If I count it, it will begin the starfull night
If I'm floating this shapeless thought to you now,
it will lead us to our promised place

I want to convey it, deliver it to you that day
Even when we will say goodbye, you will remains in my heart
Someday we will become adults, and we will meet by chance
I'll make such a promise here with you
So, smile

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)

our seasons

When we start to discuss death
I want to strike a chord with you
We are still immature
So the topics of yesterday and today
Will leave us faltered and agitated
But we continue to play the game of life
Oh baby

It’s stupid, right
It’s foolish, right
Forget about all that
Let the harsh era look forward to the lovely future

It’s not enough, it’s far from enough
The catalyst is too gentle
There’s not much to hate
It’s all graceful freedom
The gorgeous sunset is blazing
Like fire burning in our hearts
Oh baby

It’s unbelievable, right
It’s impossible, right
It’s pretty demoralizing
Your world changed my world

When I was searching for myself, I don’t know why
I gradually find strength
Oh baby

It’s stupid, right
It’s foolish, right
Forget about all that
Let the harsh era look forward to the lovely future

It’s unbelievable, right
It’s impossible, right
It’s pretty demoralizing
Your world changed my world

Just like there’s a reason for this
I believe it’s understandable for doing that
Maybe

lets dance

In the middle of tumult and a boisterous dance
Maddening Excitement
The sweat we sweat pours
‘I don’t dislike this’
And that’s the truth

Rather than imagining, stick the facts to the medulla of the body
Before this flow of blood rusts

Shinned by the spring breeze
It blazes, faintly crimson
It was done in the shadow of impulse
Dancers at full speed (Let’s Dance!)

Before we erase this precarious situation, spontaneity and saliva diverges
Paranoid rhythm
Don’t run off, don’t shut off

If you were to apply flowing and lukewarm water to this exhilarated body
We would be satisfied

Longing for blue sky
Soaring faintly crimson
I was born to live
Dancers at full speed (Let’s dance!)

Let’s have this pleasant feeling forever
let’s lock it up in a bottle Just for the moment
Flying with your own style-
You’ll be able to do that someday

Shinned by the spring breeze
It blazes, faintly crimson
It was done in the shadow of impulse
Dancers at full speed

Longing for blue sky
Soaring faintly crimson
I was born to live
Dancers at full speed

birds

The flowers, the trees and us are all sad
Only heading towards the sky.
Each time we look down, we notice,
And then look up once again.

You looked sad while you were sleeping
As if you're having a bad dream
I'm here, right beside you
And I won't be going anywhere
HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?

Everyone looks up to the sky
Shielding their eyes while looking up
Looking at the blue sky
Searching while sighing
Freedom and Selfishness
Interchanges as I live
In a night sky without stars
My eyes wander because I can't find my destination

There is nothing to be afraid
That is only because there is nothing to protect
Things of tomorrow and things in ten years
Are things the present me fears
I NEED HUGGIN' MY SWEET HEART

Everyone cries towards the sky,
Lets hold out hands as dreams are found
The blue sky I see anytime
I protect it forever

Because of being able to spread out and fly freely
I don't yearn longingly anymore
Nobody really has freedom,
for that is not what "freedom" is.
Its just that the sky has no
boundaries

In the sky called "you", where only i am locked up.
I'm not going anywhere,
So please don't go anywhere either.

All of the people are in the sky
Inside the cage that is called "Freedom"
Having only you is alright
Amongst this sky,I don't need wings anymore

sunshine

Tomorrow is illuminated,
the door which is inserted from the sunshine window opening,…

Stop!
’cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker.
Go!
Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you.

Know!
I wish that you could see it for yourself.
It’s not, It’s not, Just stop, hey y’all and is!

I never thought that I would take over it all.
And now I know that there’s no way I could fall.
You know it’s on and on and off and on,
And no one gets away.

As for my dream being somewhere
The shadow or shape are not visible, the
You chase those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere
Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Just, many degrees you hesitate to trivial thing,
Someone's the word always to an air
Once upon a time by all means certainly, even with such weak me
Bluff? That sour grapes?

As for my dream being what?
Forgetting also important thing
It is before the eye, those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Rain’s got me now
I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine
Why’s it only shine in my mind

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

lost in mind

sometimes...
me...
really...
feel very lost...

me...
myself...
good in nothing...
poor in everything...

know nothing...
unlearn everything...

HUH~

backward progression

what if the supplied and maintaining systems for public utilities in an respective area becomes rotten day by day...
what if the public transportation lost the credit from the people...
what if the communication system doesnt show any improvement even though you complain for numerous times...

there are days where the water doesnt running out from the tap...
even a tiny drop...
and...
the suppose-to-clean water running out from the tap with the wonderful colour...

while the world is going to a new era of modernization...
unfortunately,
the place i live here...
doesnt show any betterment or development...
however,it shows a drastic drop (negative) of progression...
how disappointed......

street lights

sometimes...
the reason for an accident to take place is not only the reckless driving of the road users...
or those potholes...
but also the lacking of street lights along the roadside...

how you suppose to expect us to drive at night???
even in a rainy night???

drive

recently,i have became my mom's exclusive chauffeur...

BUT...
with the rise of the fee for the renewal of the license...
and the grow in amounts of the speed trap implementation...
haiz...
i think i should better reduce the frequency of driving...
better prevent than regret...