blue bird

You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down

You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You’ve yet to learn what sadness is
And are now just grasping what pain is like
Even the feelings I have for you
Must be expressed in words
As you awake from a dream into an unknown world
Spread your wings and take flight!
You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek
So keep trying to break free
to that blue, blue sky

remember me???

这个问题。。。
我很想问一问我以前的朋友，同学。。。

但，
我想。。。
他们的答案应该是：“不”。。。

意料中事。。。

我又不是校花，连校草都不是。。。
只是普通的玻璃。。。
谁又会记得我嘞~

always be with me in mind

Fight with passion
Spirit not temper
Always be with me in mind
Don't bare grudges
Always be with me in mind

And so break my after fight, but never die, I'll always be with you.

Don't surrender, win and forever
Always be with me in mind
And so break my after fight, I'd rather die
I'll always be with you
and if you fall I'll always follow you

I'm always there for you.

Fight with passion, burn your temper
always be with me in mind.
And not surrender, or forever

always be with me in mind
And always be with me in mind

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

bring me to life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

blue destiny

Don't claim to know much

'bout the turning of the tide
People they come and go,
leave a trace

Oh but you are certainty.
Question marks have faded
Nothing we couldn't do,
hand in hand.

When the path was dark,
I could see sparks,
As you sailed straight through,
To my heart.
I will dry your tears,
Share out your fears.
Sailing to our blue destiny.

In the early light,
As your smile breaks like morning.
Something inside me stirs,
pure and true.
It's the curving of your back,
the protection of your warm arms.
Mountains could fall and I'd,
Not have a clue.

When the path was dark,
I could see sparks.
As you sailed right through to my heart.
I will dry your tears,
Shake off your fears.
Sailing to our blue destiny.

自杀

自杀的人。。。
勇敢吗？？？

我认为不~

虽然人人都怕死，
但。。。
自杀的人都是不敢面对事实。。。
想要逃避现实。。。
觉得自己无法活下去。。。
这算勇敢吗？？？

真正勇敢的人。。。
哪怕是天大的挫折。。。
他们都勇于面对。。。
咬紧牙根度过难关。。。
积极活下去。。。
期待新的一天的到来。。。

灰色地带

我这个人。。。
不算是个好好人物。。。
因为。。。
我只是个凡人。。。
不是神。。。
贪念和私欲自然是有的。。。

我。。。
也不算是个坏角色。。。
因为我的头脑很简单。。。
不爱动脑筋。。。
不喜欢勾心斗角。。。
也不喜欢绞尽脑汁去想办法陷害人。。。

我呢~
就处于黑和白的中间
就是。。。
灰色地带吧~

撒谎

每个人都会撒谎。。。
不管是善意的或是恶意的。。。

我只知道，
如果是恶意的谎言，
一旦说了哪怕就只有那么一句，
以后就需要撒上更多的谎言来避免这一句谎言被拆穿。。。

又何苦嘞~

道歉会很难？？？

有些人。。。
很奇怪。。。

做错事了，
不会觉得愧疚。。。
没有歉意。。。
也不会向`受害人惭悔。。。
更不会觉得自己做错了。。。
只说了一句：“这件事就当我错。。。”
诚心道歉也没有。。。
也不打算改过自新。。。